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Sunday, 1 May 2016
Maitire emwana abva zera kuvabereki
Pano toda kumbotaura nemaitire emwana abva zera kuvabereki. Kuvana vakawanda, chinhu chinonetsa kuhwisisa kuziva kuti vabereki vachiri kuvatana. Asi kana ukanatsa kuzvifunga unotoona kuti chinhu chinofadza chose kuziva kuti vabarejo vako vanodanana zvokutogararhojana nguva nenguva. Kana wava munhu ati kurei sokuti wapfuura makore 20 wava kukwanisa kufunga somunhu mukuru, chii chaungaita kuti upewo vabereki vko mukana wekuva ukadzi nomurume vakasununguka moyo. Ndiyo nyaya iri pano nhasi. Imbofungai nezvayo.
Kana mwana ava munhu ava pakuhi abva zera, zvoreve kuti ava munhu ohwisisa zvinoitika pakati pevanhu vakuru. Paanozozvihwisisa vabereki vanenge vatova nemakore vachizviita. Vabereki vanhu vanotarisira utano hwevana saka vanogara magarire ekuti vana vasagaroziva zvimwe zvezvavanoita. Hakuna mubereki werudzi gwedu anofarira kuti vana vake vazive kuti anoita zvekuvatana. Saka kana vana varipo vabereki hapana chavanoita. Zvoreva kuti kana vana vari vanhu vasingahwisisi magarire evanhu vakuru, zvinokwanisa kukanganisa magarire nomufaro wevabereki. Pano tiri kuda kumbotarisa maitire emwana abva zera okubvumidza vabereki vake kuti vaenderere mberi noupenyu hwevanhu vakuru.
Chokutanga ndechokurondedzera kuti munhu wechidiki anogara akazara ma HORMONES ekuda kuvata noumwe munhu zvinoreva kuti anokwanisa kuhwisisa kuti vanhu vakuru vane maHormones awawa uye vane vanhu vakuruwo vekuvata navo zvinoreva kuti vanovata navo.
Totizv mwana wezera iri kazhinji haavati nguva inovata vabereki kureva kuti anokwanisa kuhwa vabereki vachivatana panguva dzousiku. Semazuvano ema foni emuhombodo, mwana wezera iri anenge achitumirana magwaro neshamwari dzake kusvika koda kuedza ozovata vakuru voda kumuka kuti vaende kumabasa. Iyewo ozomuka kuda kuita masikati. Kana asingaendiwo ku University anoswerombeya neraini asina zvaanotsvaka, foni iri muhombodo achipota achifonegwa neshamwari dzakafanana naye. Nguva yokufunga nezvoutano hwevabereki munhu akadai haana asi dai achida, aikwanisa kuwedzera utano hwevabereki vake.
Kufunga utano hwevabereki:
Mwana abva zera anofanira kupa vabereki mukana wekuramba vachiita zvavakajaira kuita. Pakugara nevabereki iwe wava mhunhu mukuru hwisisa maitire evakuru. Ratidzazve kuti wakura. Ipa vabereki nguva yavanoziva kuti vari vega pamba pavo kuti vawane vokuita pauviri hwavo.
Somunhu ane shamwari pota ichiita mazuva aunoshaikwa pamusha asi vabereki vachiziva kwauri. Shamwari dzako idzo dzaunadzo dzine vabereki sewe. Hapana chakaipa kuti muchinjane kuti nhasi mukatandara kumba kwako vabereki veshamwari vombosarawo vega, mangwana monotandara kumba kweshamwari vabereki vako vachisarawo vega. Asi usati waenda jaidza baba namai kuterera nokuvimba nezvaunovaudza. Usati waenda kunotandara udza vabereki kwauri kuenda uyezve wovaudza nguva yaunodzoka. Unoziva nguva inonovata vabereki vako. Toti vanowanzovata kuma 8 usiku, iwe chivafonerawo kuma 7 wovaudza kuti vasakumirira unouya kumba kuma ten. Ipapo ivo vachaziva kuti vari vega kusvika na 10. Ngazvisaitika kuti umwe musi kana wat unodzoka na teni iwe wodzoka na naini. Bodo. Nonoka kudzoka asi usambofa wakakasira. Usati waenda kwawaenda wesaudza vabereki nguva yaunodzoka. Udza mai vako kuti kana usina kuvafonera nguva yavo yokuvata yosvika vakufonere ugovaudza nguva yaunodzoka.
Wana kwekugaroenda kuti vabereki vawane nguva. Pota uchivhakashirawo hama dzenhuri yako uchimbonovatako umwe musi. Ronga upenyu hwako uchifungawo vabereki vako.
Kana pari pa weekend, usati weekend imwe neimwe vabereki varipo iwe woswerawo pamba. Unoti wadya masikati womboendawo kuPark neshamwari dzako mondoswerako vabereki vachirezvanawo pamba pavo. Hazvirevi kuti iwe hausi wepamba ipapo asi kungoti mese mopanana nguva yokusununguka kuita zviitwa zvezera renyu.
Hwisisa kuti vabereki vachasvika kumakore anopfuura makumi manomwe vachingovatana kureva kuti pauchazoitavo vana vako vakakura kusvika makore anosvika kana kupfuura gumi nemashanu vana sekuru nambuya vavo vanenge vachingovatana.
Kuvatana kwavo kunobatsira mese nokuti kunodzivirira zvigwere zvakawanda kwavari kureva kuti hauzobhadhari mari yedzihosipitari paugwere hwavo. Mari noufumi zvavachasiya pamusha ndezvevana vavo saka kuvachengeta vane utano chinhu chinobatsira mese.
Kana vakashaya mukana wekuvatana, zvinokwanisa kusvika panguva yokusazonatsonakirana kusvika vangozorega, Zvadaro vanoita mamwe matambudziko auchazofanira kugadzirisa iwe asi ipapo iri mhosva yako.
Ngatihwisisane nevabereki vedu kuti kuita vana hazvifaniri kudzikisira zvinhu zvavanofarira kuitirana pauviri hwavo. Ngatifarire kuti vabereki vedu vanovaraidzana pachavo zvinotipawo mukana wekuvasiya vega kana vazokura. Rangarira kuti vese munhukadzi nomunhurume vane nyaya dzomuviri dzinogadziriswa nokuvatana vachiri pazera rokuzviita. Rangarirazve kuti vanhukadzi vanorarama makore anopfuura gumi kupfuura vanhurume pakuchembera. Makore gumi awa anozopera iwe washungurudzwa nokuchengeta mai kana vasina utano hwakanana asi iri mhosva yako.
Dzimwe mhuri:
Kune vakawanda vane mhuri dzisina vabereki vese. Pamwe una mai voga pamwe una baba voga. Pamwe mubereki iyeye waunaye anofarira kugarotorana neshamwari achiuya nayo kumba kuzovata nayo. Tinoziva vanhu vava vanhu vakuru vanokokana neshamwarikadzi kana shamwarirume kuuya nayo kumba vana varipo, voti pakunovata vondovata vese.
Kana une mubereki akadai, harisi basa rako kutongesa mubereki. Mubereki anokwanisa kukutongesa asi iwe kumutongesa bodo. Rega aite zvaanoda kuita uye iwe kana ukahwisisa kuti pane shamwari yake ichauya nhasi kana mangwana, vape mukana wekusununguka pazviito zvavo. Vakawanda vedu tinoda kuunza nyaya dzezviito todzisengedza vabereki. Hwisisa kuti kana munhu anofanira kugarovata numwe, akashaya mukana wekuzviita anoshaya mufaro. Ipa mubereki wako mukana wezvinomufadza aite. Vanhu vemuraini vanotaura nokunyeya uye zvimwe zvezvavanotaura unozvihwa asi haisi nyaya yako. Siyana naya. Iwe nyaya yako kuvaka upenyu hwako zvinokufadza iwe uye zvinodadisa vabereki vako nedzimwe hama.
Kotizve umwe vamwewo vasiri vabereki asi vave vanhu vakaroorana. Mazuvano kusina mari, magarire edu emutaundhi kana kumusha zvinokwanisika kuti unovata mukamuri remba rinoita kuti uhwe zviri kuitika mune rimwe kamuri remba kunovata vanhu vakaroorana. Ivavo vanhu ndivo vaunopawo mukana wekusununguka dzimwe nguva kuti vaite zvinoitwa nevakaroorana. Kana uchifambafamba, vaudze kuti unodzoka nguvai kuti vazive kuti inguva yavo yokutamba pasina anovadzivaidza.
Udzai Vamwe!!!
Kana mwana ava munhu ava pakuhi abva zera, zvoreve kuti ava munhu ohwisisa zvinoitika pakati pevanhu vakuru. Paanozozvihwisisa vabereki vanenge vatova nemakore vachizviita. Vabereki vanhu vanotarisira utano hwevana saka vanogara magarire ekuti vana vasagaroziva zvimwe zvezvavanoita. Hakuna mubereki werudzi gwedu anofarira kuti vana vake vazive kuti anoita zvekuvatana. Saka kana vana varipo vabereki hapana chavanoita. Zvoreva kuti kana vana vari vanhu vasingahwisisi magarire evanhu vakuru, zvinokwanisa kukanganisa magarire nomufaro wevabereki. Pano tiri kuda kumbotarisa maitire emwana abva zera okubvumidza vabereki vake kuti vaenderere mberi noupenyu hwevanhu vakuru.
Chokutanga ndechokurondedzera kuti munhu wechidiki anogara akazara ma HORMONES ekuda kuvata noumwe munhu zvinoreva kuti anokwanisa kuhwisisa kuti vanhu vakuru vane maHormones awawa uye vane vanhu vakuruwo vekuvata navo zvinoreva kuti vanovata navo.
Totizv mwana wezera iri kazhinji haavati nguva inovata vabereki kureva kuti anokwanisa kuhwa vabereki vachivatana panguva dzousiku. Semazuvano ema foni emuhombodo, mwana wezera iri anenge achitumirana magwaro neshamwari dzake kusvika koda kuedza ozovata vakuru voda kumuka kuti vaende kumabasa. Iyewo ozomuka kuda kuita masikati. Kana asingaendiwo ku University anoswerombeya neraini asina zvaanotsvaka, foni iri muhombodo achipota achifonegwa neshamwari dzakafanana naye. Nguva yokufunga nezvoutano hwevabereki munhu akadai haana asi dai achida, aikwanisa kuwedzera utano hwevabereki vake.
Kufunga utano hwevabereki:
Mwana abva zera anofanira kupa vabereki mukana wekuramba vachiita zvavakajaira kuita. Pakugara nevabereki iwe wava mhunhu mukuru hwisisa maitire evakuru. Ratidzazve kuti wakura. Ipa vabereki nguva yavanoziva kuti vari vega pamba pavo kuti vawane vokuita pauviri hwavo.
Somunhu ane shamwari pota ichiita mazuva aunoshaikwa pamusha asi vabereki vachiziva kwauri. Shamwari dzako idzo dzaunadzo dzine vabereki sewe. Hapana chakaipa kuti muchinjane kuti nhasi mukatandara kumba kwako vabereki veshamwari vombosarawo vega, mangwana monotandara kumba kweshamwari vabereki vako vachisarawo vega. Asi usati waenda jaidza baba namai kuterera nokuvimba nezvaunovaudza. Usati waenda kunotandara udza vabereki kwauri kuenda uyezve wovaudza nguva yaunodzoka. Unoziva nguva inonovata vabereki vako. Toti vanowanzovata kuma 8 usiku, iwe chivafonerawo kuma 7 wovaudza kuti vasakumirira unouya kumba kuma ten. Ipapo ivo vachaziva kuti vari vega kusvika na 10. Ngazvisaitika kuti umwe musi kana wat unodzoka na teni iwe wodzoka na naini. Bodo. Nonoka kudzoka asi usambofa wakakasira. Usati waenda kwawaenda wesaudza vabereki nguva yaunodzoka. Udza mai vako kuti kana usina kuvafonera nguva yavo yokuvata yosvika vakufonere ugovaudza nguva yaunodzoka.
Wana kwekugaroenda kuti vabereki vawane nguva. Pota uchivhakashirawo hama dzenhuri yako uchimbonovatako umwe musi. Ronga upenyu hwako uchifungawo vabereki vako.
Kana pari pa weekend, usati weekend imwe neimwe vabereki varipo iwe woswerawo pamba. Unoti wadya masikati womboendawo kuPark neshamwari dzako mondoswerako vabereki vachirezvanawo pamba pavo. Hazvirevi kuti iwe hausi wepamba ipapo asi kungoti mese mopanana nguva yokusununguka kuita zviitwa zvezera renyu.
Hwisisa kuti vabereki vachasvika kumakore anopfuura makumi manomwe vachingovatana kureva kuti pauchazoitavo vana vako vakakura kusvika makore anosvika kana kupfuura gumi nemashanu vana sekuru nambuya vavo vanenge vachingovatana.
Kuvatana kwavo kunobatsira mese nokuti kunodzivirira zvigwere zvakawanda kwavari kureva kuti hauzobhadhari mari yedzihosipitari paugwere hwavo. Mari noufumi zvavachasiya pamusha ndezvevana vavo saka kuvachengeta vane utano chinhu chinobatsira mese.
Kana vakashaya mukana wekuvatana, zvinokwanisa kusvika panguva yokusazonatsonakirana kusvika vangozorega, Zvadaro vanoita mamwe matambudziko auchazofanira kugadzirisa iwe asi ipapo iri mhosva yako.
Ngatihwisisane nevabereki vedu kuti kuita vana hazvifaniri kudzikisira zvinhu zvavanofarira kuitirana pauviri hwavo. Ngatifarire kuti vabereki vedu vanovaraidzana pachavo zvinotipawo mukana wekuvasiya vega kana vazokura. Rangarira kuti vese munhukadzi nomunhurume vane nyaya dzomuviri dzinogadziriswa nokuvatana vachiri pazera rokuzviita. Rangarirazve kuti vanhukadzi vanorarama makore anopfuura gumi kupfuura vanhurume pakuchembera. Makore gumi awa anozopera iwe washungurudzwa nokuchengeta mai kana vasina utano hwakanana asi iri mhosva yako.
Dzimwe mhuri:
Kune vakawanda vane mhuri dzisina vabereki vese. Pamwe una mai voga pamwe una baba voga. Pamwe mubereki iyeye waunaye anofarira kugarotorana neshamwari achiuya nayo kumba kuzovata nayo. Tinoziva vanhu vava vanhu vakuru vanokokana neshamwarikadzi kana shamwarirume kuuya nayo kumba vana varipo, voti pakunovata vondovata vese.
Kana une mubereki akadai, harisi basa rako kutongesa mubereki. Mubereki anokwanisa kukutongesa asi iwe kumutongesa bodo. Rega aite zvaanoda kuita uye iwe kana ukahwisisa kuti pane shamwari yake ichauya nhasi kana mangwana, vape mukana wekusununguka pazviito zvavo. Vakawanda vedu tinoda kuunza nyaya dzezviito todzisengedza vabereki. Hwisisa kuti kana munhu anofanira kugarovata numwe, akashaya mukana wekuzviita anoshaya mufaro. Ipa mubereki wako mukana wezvinomufadza aite. Vanhu vemuraini vanotaura nokunyeya uye zvimwe zvezvavanotaura unozvihwa asi haisi nyaya yako. Siyana naya. Iwe nyaya yako kuvaka upenyu hwako zvinokufadza iwe uye zvinodadisa vabereki vako nedzimwe hama.
Kotizve umwe vamwewo vasiri vabereki asi vave vanhu vakaroorana. Mazuvano kusina mari, magarire edu emutaundhi kana kumusha zvinokwanisika kuti unovata mukamuri remba rinoita kuti uhwe zviri kuitika mune rimwe kamuri remba kunovata vanhu vakaroorana. Ivavo vanhu ndivo vaunopawo mukana wekusununguka dzimwe nguva kuti vaite zvinoitwa nevakaroorana. Kana uchifambafamba, vaudze kuti unodzoka nguvai kuti vazive kuti inguva yavo yokutamba pasina anovadzivaidza.
Udzai Vamwe!!!
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Wednesday, 21 October 2015
Kuchipatara
I am writing my Shona work of fiction. The working title of the novel is provisionally called Zvatinoitirana, and it will be complete soon, though I sometimes have to chain myself to the chair so I can work on the latest chapter.
This chapter is a monologue by one of the novel's protagonists, who has just had a revelation after an unfortunate incident led to an unpleasant sojourn at the hospital. No, it is not a revelation of biblical proportions, but I hope you will enjoy...
Chiso chako chiri kuratidza rugare mhai. Chakatsetseka; ende ndiri kuhwa ruvoko gwangu guchivava neshungu dzekuda kutsvanzvadzira kuti ndikokotevo chidimbu cherugare gwakafukidza chiso chako nguva dzino. Asi madoctor acho andirambidza kuti ndikugunzve; kwahi ndisambokudhistebha zvachose. Kana kuti ndigare muno vanga vasingadi. Kwahi ropa rako rinofanira kumbodzikama nekuti rambobhoira zvekuti kana ukawana chimwe chinhu chinokukanganisa fungwa zvakare, pressure yeropa racho ingakwira zvekuti unoputika moyo.
Hapana hangu zvandataura, asi handibvumirani nezvavari kutaura. Hausi kumboita kunge munhu ane ropa riri panjodzi yekufazha kwandiri – kwete kufazha nezhira yavari kufunga anyway. Kwandiri uri musikana akangovata nekuti aneta nezvaanga achiita, saka atora maawa mashoma kuti ambozorodza nyama nepfungwa. Ini ndini ndiri kudoita sebenzi, nekuti handitombozivi kuti fungwa dzangu dzatiza mumusoro dzichiinda kunovanda kupi. Zvandiri kufunga zvacho zvakangoita bhidhiri bhidhiri sen’ombe dziri kuda kuvhuna joko. Asi ndinozviziva kuti uchabata sense yazvo hako, chero une dzimwe njere dzakambozorora. You are the smartest girl I know.
Plus futi kana chiremba wako ari Fero, zvinhu zvekufungira nekutyira zvinenge zvakawanda wena. Ndine zvikonzero zvakawanda chaizvo zvekuti ndisafarira murume iyeye. Zvaunotozivawo chero newe. Nezvimwe zvausingazivi, zvaanofunga kuti ini handizivi futi. Ndatozongobvuma kuti akutarise iye nekuti Loveness haapo pano; ende iwewe wanga woita semunhu ava kutandadza. Foni yaChiremba haisi kudavigwa, ende yekumba kwake inenge yakabviswa pachimai chayo. Handimushori – ini naLoveness hatisi kutaura nyaya dzinoinda kure nhasi. Of course, zvinhu zvaaita naMidhi hazvifaniri kundishamisa – but still…
Ehe; Midhi ndiye akavata kumba kwaLavhu madeko. Haana kumbogara atsakatika. Asi ndinivo ndoga ndinoziva izvozvo. Ndiye akauya naLavhu gore riya rawazobetsegwa nematwins kumba kwangu. She has been here always. Saka nhasi Chiremba Chiremba vari kunyara uye kutya kundiona nekuti vanofunga kuti ndingavadambura gumbo nepfuti nemhosva yekuti vapwanya ruzhowa. Haha. Achatomboita mazuva achigara kure neni. Yava nyaya yakevo iyo.
Saka pandasvika newe pano ndikawana Fero akamira padhoo ndashaya choice. Chazondinyaradza ndicho chikuru chiripo chekuti ndiri kuda kuti urarame; iye ndichiremba haadi kuti ufire mumaoko ake. Iyewo ari kutofunga kuti ndini ndakubaya newaya dzine magetsi ndichida kukuomesa. Handina basa nazvo; chero zvichiita kuti upore chete.
Asi havana havo kumbondirambidza kuti nditaure newe. Havana kuti nditaure newe, asi havana kundirambidza. Vanga vasingadi kuti ndigare muno newe, asi ndavavhunza kuti kana vachifunga kuti ndakugwinha nemagetsi, chinonditadzisa kuti ndiite zvimwechete kwavari chii ini ndisitorina kana gasva revukama navo – vabuda muno vachimanya.
Molly wapfakanyika paavete. Hana yangu yarova; ndiri padhuzedhuze naye zvekuti ndapotsa paduku ndavhazuka ndichitiza. Kwete kutiza kuti wamuka, asi kutiza kuti haafaniri kundivona. Kutiza kuti handidi kuti ahwe zvandiri kubvotomoka pano. Ndaita sendavona muromo wake uchishama kuti ataure, asi maziso ake aramba akavhara. Achakavata nhai. Ndaruma muromo wangu wezasi ndichida kutsikirira shungu dziri muruvoko dzekuti ndibate shaya yake ndihwe kudziya kwake.
Shit; dei waiona zvakaita fesi yako nguva ino, Madhuve. Handisati ndambovona chiso chako chakazorora zvakadai kwenguva refu. Kutaura chokwadi handisati ndambokuona wakavata, saka chiso chako ndanga ndisingazivi kuti chinenge chakaita sei. Mamwe mazuva muhupenyu hwangu ndinombokuona mufungwa dzangu wakavata. So B.E.A.utiful. So P.E.A.ceful. Yha. And I have you imagined you like this for so long. Ndichiri mwana mudiki ndaiimajina zvunhu zvekupenga. Ndaifungazve kuti unenge wakavata pamubhedha wedu, uye kuti ini ndini ndaizokanganisa rugare gwezviroto zvako nekukuwaranyurira machira ndichikumutsa kuti kwaidza mhai, mukai mubikire vana bota. Zvunhu zvakawanda chaizvo zvandaironga mumusoro mangu kuti ndichakuitira uye kuti ndichaita newe patinenge tava kurarama hupenyu tiri pamwechete, tichipedza mazuva edu ekurarama tichingomwekurirana…
Fuck. Ndiri kumboti kudiiko ini. Ndava kudoita sekuti ndini ndamborobwa nemagetsi fungwa dzikajambha jambha. Ndambokuudza kuti vana doctor havana kundirambidza kuti nditaure newe. Saka handizivi kuti zvandiri kutaura zvacho uri kuzvihwa here kana kuti hausi. Right now ndiri kudemba kuti dei wakadovata hako, nekuti haufaniri kuhwa zvinhu zvakatsva zviri kubuda mumukanwa mangu. Nekuti zvekuti ndingati ndingataurawo newe zvacho handina shamwari. Ndingataura nezvevana vako here? Ndiri kuti vako nekuti kana nanhasi handisati ndavaona. Kwete kuti handisi kuhwa sekuti ndevangu, asi ndichiri kushamiswa nechokwadi chekuti ndiri mubereki wena. Pawakatanga kundiudza kuti ndini baba vavo ndakangopindiwa nekushamiswa uye excitement yemunhu audzwa zvinhu zvaanga asina kumbofungira kuti zvichaitika munguva pfupi yehupenyu hwake inotevera. Asi hapana kana chinhu hwani chandinoziva pamusoro pevana vacho. Kana chinhu hwani hacho.
Ndizvo zvinhu zvandaidai ndakakuvhunza nezvazvo madeko izvozvo, Molly, kwete zvekuda kukubatirira kuti utende kuita mukadzi wangu nekuti you feel guilty kuti wakanditadzira. Ndaifunga kuti ndikaita kuti ufunge kuti ndiri kukuitira fevha yekuti watowanawo munhu anoda kugara newe uchibva mukunyadziswa kwakadai waizotenda nekukurumidza nekuti unenge usina sarudzo pazviri. Ndaifunga kuti ndikakupa sarudzo yekuti ndinogona kukuchengeta inini kuti usapa baba vako nhamo yekurera vazukuru vemwanasikana ivo vachembera zvakadero waizokurumidza kufarira zano rangu ukatenda kugara neni.
Handizivi kuti zvinhu zverudo zvinofamba sei, Molly. Ndakamboda zvekupisa rudo rimwe gore; ende zvakambondipinda chaizvo mazuva azvaiva muchechetere mvura yemuguvi. Ndosaka ndaiva ndoronga uye kurarama hupenyu mumusoro mangu. Asika unongozivawo kuti kana mvura yemuguvi yabvongodzeka inenge yakaita sei. Ndizvo zvakaitika kwandiri izvozvo. Ndaifunga kuti ndiri kupisa rudo asi ndakazobudamo ndatsva inini, moyo ukasara wava matsito zvekuti ndakambofunga kuti haufi wakapora. Neimwe zhira ndaiva right, nekuti handina kuzombopora kubva kuronda remoyo iroro. Iniwo kana kupora kwacho ndaiva ndisingadi. Unogona kuti ndiri gwara rinotya kurarama zvinoita vamwe vanhu pano pasi; nekuti handisini wekutanga kubvamburigwa moyo.
It’s all part of life. Dzimwe nguva unosangana nezvinhu zvaunofunga ndizvo zvako chaizvo chaizvo, asi unogona kuzochemedzewa nazvo. Pamwe ndizvo zvakaitika kwandiri izvozvo. Asi zvekuti ndisazvikangamwa uye ndisafambira mberi nekurarama ndichivhima rudo kune vamwe vasikana isarudzo yangu, Molly. Handidi kutambisa nguva yemwana wevanhu ndichimuudza nhema dzekuti ndinomuda, ini ndichiziva kuti ndakagova moyo wangu kudhara ndikasara ndisisina chekupa umwe munhu.
Saka ndakangovona kuti zviri better ndisiyane nazvo ndiite zvinhu zvandinogona. Ini ndiri munhu wezvinyogwa, Molly. Ndinoverenga mabhuku. Ndinonyora mabhuku. Kana ndichiita izvozvo ndinohwa kuti ndiri kumba chaiko. Kana ndichinyora zvinhu zvacho zvinenge zvichigadzigwa mumusoro mangu, ndichizvishepa nezhira yandinoda kusvika ndava kuvona kuti zvasvika pandinoda. Kana ndichiverenga zvinhu ndini ndinenge ndichigadzira zviso zvevanhu vandinenge ndichiverenga. Saka waona manje. Zvemabhuku zvinhu zvandinokwanisa kuchuna ndichicontrolla ndichiratidza gwara randinoda kuti zvifambe naro.
That’s because I’m a nerd, baby. Ndiri bhiza rakapfekedzewa chikepesi paziso rimwe nerimwe, rikaratidziwa zhira yekufamba nayo risingatendegwi kuchevuka kuti rivone kuti padivi paro panei. Tisu vana Murambazvivi vakapindiwa muropa nezvavakakura vachiudzwa nevakuru vavo kuti munhu unofanira kuverenga mabhuku kuti ubudirire pafundo, wotsvaka basa, kana wariwana wozoita zvekuroora. Hapanavo kana munhu wakamboidza kundiudza kuti chinangwa chehupenyu kunakigwa nahwo nekuti irombo rakanaka sei kurarama nyika yakanaka kudai nehuchi hwayo, nehupfumi hwayo nemhondi dzayo nemabhinya ayo nembavha dzayo nendyire dzayo. Kuti chinangwa chehupenyu kuisa nyemwerero pamiromo yevanhu vaunogarisana navo nekufarira nguva yako panyika, nekuti unogona kungokwanhurigwa hupenyu hwacho uchiri kuidza kuita zvido zvevamwe vanhu, ugofa wakatsamwa munhu.
Vanhu havambokuudzi izvozvo. Vanouraya pfungwa dzako nekukudzidzisa kuverenga mabhuku kuti uzopindura mivhunzo, kwete kuti uverenge mabhuku uhwisise zvaanoreva kana kuti unakigwe nawo, akuwanise dzidziso yehupenyu. Dzidza. Sevenza. Roora. Vaka. Zvara. Rera. Ndiyo pfupiso yehupenyu hwako iyoyo kana uri umwe wevanhu vakateerera zvaitaugwa nevanhu vakuru kare. Asi unongofa zvakadero. Zvisiri zvekuti munhu hauhwisisi kuti zvavaiita vaizviitirei vatana vedu. They had a very hard time growing up themselves. Chinhu chavaiziva ndechekuti kusevenzera murungu kana kusevenzera hurumende wakapfeka sutu ndiko kunobhadhara. Ndizvo zvinopedza nhamo dzako dzose munhu. Nekuti ivo vakakura vasina mari, saka vanofunga kuti nhamo yemunhu inotangira nekuperera pamari – kuwanikwa kwayo kana kushaikwa kwayo.
Saka kana uchikura unokura mafudzi ako akadorembugwa kudhara nechikwereti chen’ombe dzababa dzavakatengesa kuti uinde kuchikoro; ndikoka kuti chirere chigokureravo. Unozvagwa une chikwereti kumubereki kudhara, kana wapedza chikoro chacho unenge une chikwereti chehurumende chemari yayo yawaidya uri pacollege. Apa hausati wambotanga kusevenza kwacho. Hauna nguva yekumbofungavo kuti pane pauchaita zvinofadza moyo wako munhu. Unokura uchitya kutsauka mugwara rawakatarigwa, nekuti unenge wakaudzwa kuti ukangofoira chete wauraya dzinza rose. Hautombowani kana kamukana kekukanganisa kana. Saka unokura uri munhu wekutya chete. Kutya kutadza. Kutya kugumbura vabereki. Kutya zvausingazivi. Kana wasvika pane rimwe zera unobva waudzwa kuti chiroora; which means kuti kana wotsvaka musikana, unenge watova nechinangwa chekuwana kudhara. Most of the times nerds marry the first girl they kiss. Nekuti hauna nguva yekumbofunga kuti iwe pachako unoda munhu akadiika; kana kwaanobva kuchiyemurika chete, zvinhu zvose zvinenge zvadova muchechetere. Ndivo vasikana vekuroora, unohwa vakuru vachikuudza kudero.
Zvekuti iwe unofara kuvata panzvimbo imwechete nemunhu iyeye, uchimuka uchitarira chiso chake zuva roga roga, uchizvirangaridza kuti uyu ndiye munhu wekupedzisira wandichavata naye kusvika ndafa uyu; zvinenge zvava zvako izvozvo. Unofanira kufara kuti mubereki afarira mukadzi wako. Kuita sekuti mukadzi wacho ndewemadhara acho. Ndosaka uchizoona vanhu vaunofunga kuti vane zvose pano pasi vachizofa nezvigwere zvamazuva ano – pavanozopepuka vachicherechedza kuti nguva yose iyi hapana kana chinhu chimwe hacho chinoshura chavakaita nekuti moyo wavo ndizvo zvawaida, nguva dzinenge dzainda. Haugoni kudzoka sure kuti ushandure zvakaitika kare nekuti zvakadoitika. Asivo unoziva kuti haugoni kugara pauri nguva dzino nekuti handipo paunoda kugara. Hongu variko vamwe vanongoti zvichahumwi vosiya zvakadero; vochembera vachingodemba kuti dei hudiki hwaidzokegwa vaizoita zvinhu zvakawanda neumwe mutovo.
Unohwa sei kuzoziva, after so many years, kuti chinhu chawakangogona kuita pano pasi kuzadzikisa zvido zvevanhu vawaida kufadza chete, vanhu vaikuudza zvekuita nepekufamba napo, uchikangamwa kuti iwe une hwako hupenyu hwawakasendeka kudurunhuru uchimbofadza manext door. Kuti vedzinza kumusha vafambe vachizvipanha matundundu vachiti mwana wedu wakadzidza isu. Mwana wedu une mota. Mwana wedu nditicha. Mwana wedu ndimaneja. Mwana wedu une mari. Mwana wedu ihuzvu. Paanofamba nyika yose inogwadama. Kushaikwa kana munhu mumwechete zvake anowanikwa achiudza raini kuti ini vangu vana ndakavadzidzisa kuvhura pfungwa dzavo kuti vagamuchire hupenyu hwunovafadza. Hupenyu hunounza nyemwerero kune vadiwa vavo. Kuti ndakapa vana vangu chipo chekuita zvinovafadza, zvisinei nekuti ini ndinozvifarira here. Nekuti hupenyu hwavo hahumbofi hwakaita hwangu. Ndakararama nezhira yandaida, saka ndinofanira kuti mwana wangu aitewo dzake sarudzo; aite zvake zvitadzo, uye kuti aite dzake dzidzo.
Asi vamwevo ndivo vanoita nharo nehupenyu; vanofunga kuti zvavane mari yose pano pasi, vane kodzero yekugadzirisa zvinhu zvose zvavakatadza kuita nguva yavaifanira kuzviita. Vazhinji vakainda pasi nekuda kwenharo dzavo idzodzo. Asivo vazhinji vakainda pasi pacho vakafara; nekuti at least vakazofa vachiita zvinhu zvaivafadza.
Hupenyu hwekutevera mwezha wakagadzigwa kudhara hunogwadza, Molly shamwari. Hapana paunogona kumbofunga zvekubuda muzhira iyoyo nekuti unenge wava kunzi wadoresva. Takafamba nepo kwemakore nemakore, ende zhira iyoyi haina kumbotirasisa. Ndiwe ani iwe unotiudza kuti pakati pane chitsiga? Of course variko vamwe vanogona kuita rombo rakanaka; zhira yavakavakigwa ndiyo zhira yavanenge vachida iyoyo. Mukadzi anotanga kuvamirira mumugwagwa ndiye mukadzi wavanenge vachida, wavanogutsana naye kwehupenyu hwese.
I wasn’t a lucky nerd, Molly. Ndairarama hupenyu hwekudhirowavo mubhuku kubva pandakadzidzisiwa kuti munhu anofanira kupasa chikoro – kusvika rimwe zuva randakasangana nemusikana akakanda zvirongwa zvangu zvose mudondo. Hapana chinhu chiri pauri Madhuve chaimbondirangaridza zviroto zvehupenyu hwangu. Hapana kana munhu hwani hake andaiva ndambosangana naye mukurarama kwangu aiva asina kana chinomunetsa sezvawaiva uri. Waingogara uchifara usina kana hanya. Usina kana matyira. Ndaiva ndisina kana munhu wekukufananidza naye wena. Nazvino handina. Shamiso ndaizviziva kuti aigona kutaura zvaanoda hake; asika Shamiso ndagara naye kwenguva yakareba. Akafirwa nehama dzake dzakawanda achiri mwana stereki, ndokubva angokura achitya kuita zvitadzo zvakaurayisa hama dzake. Plus futi wakadokura wakaremegwa nemutoro wekuchengeta Joe nakudhara. Ini ndaidombova nani nekuti zvimwe kana zvanyanya ndaiva nemubereki wekuudza. Shamiso hapana munhu waaivimba naye nenhamo dzake, kuzhe kwangu. Dzimwe nguva ndinombofunga kuti ndiyo mhaka takazoita shamwari huru kudero – ini ndinofunga kuti zvinhu zvakashata zvakaitika kwaari zvakakwana, saka haafaniri kupinda dzimwe nyatwa futi.
Asi iwewe manje. Zvaiita sekuti waivapo kuvhuna mutemo woga woga wekurarama pano pasi. Asi ndakawira murudo newe musi wandatanga kukuvona chaiwo, nemaziso ako aitaura nyaya dzandaihwisisa ini ndoga. Zvunhu zvaindishamisa mazuva ose, uye zvakatora kuti ndiparadzane newe kuti ndizive kuti chaimbova chii chaizvo chaizvo chaindikwezvera kwauri semagnetic field yemaoppposite poles. Ndaida rusununguko gwako, shamwari. Ndiwe woga munhu andaiziva aiita zvaaida nguva dzaaida. Kumba ndaiva ndisina kumbotarigwa nguva dzekusvikako kana ndichibva kuchikoro, asi mazuva andatanga kudanana newe ndaidotya chero kusara newe kwezvinguva zvishomanana chaizvo. Asi nekundida kwako wakandidzidzisa rusununguko, Molly. Idzidziso yandisingagoni kubhadhara iyoyo.
Ndaida kushaya hanya kwako, nekuti kushaiwa hanya kwako kwaiva kuva nehanya. Waifarira hupenyu, uye mufaro wako wakaupakurira kwandiri ndikasununguka. Wakapindurudza raramo yangu, ndikatanga kuvona hupenyu nemaziso matsva zvekuti iwe pawaidhauta ndini ndaiva ndava kukutakura. Wakatsigisa moyo wangu ukaubvisa kutya, zvandaisambofungira. Ndaifunga kuti hupenyu hunongogonekwa nevanhu vari serious, nekuti ndaifunga kuti hupenyu inzvimbo yatinodofambira kuti tisvike kwairi. Asi wakashandura pfungwa dzangu, ndikaziva kuti gwendo gwacho gwandaiti ndiri kufamba ndihwo hupenyu ihwohwo. Kuti ndikaona ruva rakanaka mumugwagwa ndinofanira kumbomira ndichiriyemura nekuti hazviiti kuti ndidzoke panguva iyoyo zvakare. Kuti ndaifanira kurarama kunge nhasi ndiro zuva rangu rekupedzisira pano pasi, uye kudzidza kunge ndichararama nekusingaperi.
Kuti kana ndikasangana nerudo mumugwagwa wekurarama ndinofanira kuombera, nekuti kusangana nerudo gwako kwakangofanana nekuona zuva richivora, nekuti zvinoitika kamwechete muhupenyu hwako. Ende rudo waiva nagwo Molly. Wakandida nezhira dzakawanda zvekuti dzinogona kukwana kurarama kwangu kwose. Nguva dzose ndaiti kana ndinewe handaimbofunga zvekuti kune chinhu chinonzi kuwanana; nekuti kuwana haikona tinenge tava kutaura zvekubvisirana n’ombe nemari nevanyai nekuvunganidza vanhu nekurairana kuti zvamawanana kudai munofanira kutanga musha une zvana zvinochema. Shoko rekuti kuwana raiva pamepu yangu yehupenyu yandaiva ndakura nayo; ini ndaiva ndisisadi kana chinhu hwani chekuita nemepu iyoyo. Chinhu chandaifunga kana ndinewe kugarisana tiri pamwechete kusvika nguva yedu pano pasi yapedzewa naMusikavanhu. Hapana zvekuti tinopinza vamwe vanhu murudo gwedu. Just you and me baby. Ndaiziva kuti kana ndinewe imwe nyika yose kunenge kusina. Ende waiti kana watanga kundiimbira tiri muzvimupani zviya chero shiri dzose dzaimbonyarara. Pane chinhu chaiva muhwi rako chaitiudza kuti zvunhu zvose zvichanaka, chero taiva takatarisana nedambudziko rakakura segomo rekuNyanga. Taiziva kuti rudo gwedu gwakakura kudarika makomo ose pano pasi akabatanidzwa.
Ndinozviziva kuti taiva vana vaduku chaizvo zvekuti taisamboziva kuti chii chataiita, uye ndinozviziva kuti iwe waizviziva, asi ndaifanira kukuudza kuti ndinokuda everyday shamwari. Nekuti pandakazoshaya mukana wacho ndipo pandakaziva kurashikigwa kwangu. Ndaifanira kudai ndakakuudza nezuro. Zvakaitika zvakaitika, Molly wena. Asi hazvibvisi chokwadi chekuti kana usipo kurarama kwangu inyasha dzedenga. Manje madeko paya ndakapindwa nekutya kuti kana ndikakuvudza chokwadi waigona kunditiza uchifunga kuti ndaikunyepera nekuti ndinokuhwira vurombo; saka ndakafunga kuti zvekukubatirira ndizvo zvinoshanda. Ndiregererevo shamwari; ndava nenguva yakareba chaizvo ndisati ndavona nyemwerero yako isina zvitema yandakapedzisira kuona makore mana apera zvekuti ndanga ndakangamwa kuti unozviziva kana ndichikunungira nhema.
Kubva zvandasiyana newe handizivi kuti chinonzi mufaro chii, Mollyne Tadiwa. Shamwari yangu ihasha; hasha ndicho chinhu chandaita husahwira nacho kudarika kuhwana kwandinoita nevanhu. Anger has been my longest relationship since you. Ndinomuka nehasha, ndopwera nehasha, ndodzokera kunovata nehasha. Ndinomboidza kuzviudza kuti ndine zvikonzero zvose zvekugara ndakatsamwa pano pasi. Pamwe imhosva yekuti muhupenyu hwangu handina kumboita umwe munhu akagocha moyo wangu akaupisa sezvawakandiita wena. Waiva zvose zvangu. Ndaiti ndikakutarira ndaiona nhamo dzangu dzose dzichipera. Asi zvawakaita zvakasiya matsito chete paiva nemoyo wangu, zviroto zvangu zvose zvikanyangarika semhute.
Asi ndipo pane nyaya ipapo manje; handizivi kuti ndiwe wakazviita here kana kuti zvinhu zvacho zvakaitika kwauri. Ndakakutonga ndikawana une mhosva ndisina kana kumbohwa divi rako renyaya. Handizivi kuti pane zvazvaizochinja here, asi pamwe zvaizobetsera moyo wangu kuzorora wena. Pamwe dei ndakatora nguva kuti ndikuteerere ndaizogona kukuregerera ndozviregererawo ndigovona kufambira mberi muzvakanaka. Asika ini ndaida kugara nehasha, saka ndakaramba kuhwa zvawaiva wandidanira kumusha gore riya. Chandakakangamwa ndechekuti chinhu chinonzi rudo chinoda vanhu vaviri vari mazviri vose mhai. Ndaifunga kuti rudo chinhu chiri perfect chisingagoni kumbotsaudzira, zvekuti kana izvozvo zvangoitika chete, kugona ndiko kuita zvechirume ndogura rudo gwacho. Ko ndiri kumboti kudiiko ini; ndinozviziva kuti rudo chinhu chisina chinana chinochisvibisa. Isu vanhu tisu tinokurigwa nemiidzo nguva dzakawanda. Asi kana ndikatadza zvinoreva kuti ndazviita nemavune here? Kana ndikakanganisa zvinoreva kuti moyo wangu wanga usina kuchena here? Mivhunzo yose iyi ndingadai ndakaipindura musi uya, asi ndakatendedza hasha kuti dzipambe fungwa dzangu. Hongu tingati musi uya zvaiva zvakandikunda, because I had to deal with a lot that day – asi mamwe mazuva akazouyaka, ende hapana kana rimwe zvaro randakakutendedza kuti utsanangure kuti chii chakaitika.
Mwari wakandipa mukana wekuti ndikuratidze rudo gwandaigara ndichipaumba kuti ndinokuda ndinokuda, Molly – asi mukana uya pawakauya ndakakufuratira ukadyiwa nemhumhi. Ndakazviidza ngirozi isina zvitema; ngirozi isingadyidzani nevatadzi. Chero madeko paya ndakapihwa umwe mukana wekukuudza kuti ndinohwa sei pamusoro pako. Asi ini ndakadoidza kuti ndikunyengedze kupinda mumba mangu nekuti ndaikuitira fevha. Handina hangu kana kumbotora nguva yekufunga kuti uchiri kundidawo here kana kuti unohwei pamusoro pangu. Rudo gwako ndiri mutete paguri, Madhuve. Wakandizvarira zvivhindikiti zvevana, asi ini handigoni kukutenda naizvozvo.
Saka tiri pano nhasi. Kwahi nevekuchechi inohi Ebenezer - kwahi Mwari watisvitsa pano. Pfungwa dzake dzekusvitsa vanhu kwaanoda ndidzo dzinombondinetsa kubata hangu. Handizivi kuti sei zvakasvika pakuti ubapwe huro nerufu kuti ndizive kuti nzvimbo yako muhupenyu hwangu iri papi chaipo. Kutaura chokwadika, ini ndini ndaifanira kumboita ropa rinofashaidzwa nemagetsi kuti fungwa dzimbopindwa nemhepo, dzifunge fungwa dziri fresh. Handizivi kuti dei zvanga zvashata, kuti kana wanga wa... I don't want to think about it. Handisati ndakambokufunga usipo pasi pano. Kana kumbofunga pano pasi iwe usipo. Hazvifungiki Madhu. Dzimwe nguva ndinombofunga kuti unombondifungawo here, uye kuti unofungei kana ndikati nyengu nemufungwa dzako. Kwete kuti zvichambondinetsa, anyway. After zvakaitika madeko, ndofunga ndine good idea yekuti unofungei pamusoro pangu.
Ndafunga nzvimbo dzose dzatakasvika tiri tose. KwaMushandike. Kwambuya vako. Kuchikoro. Kulibrary. Kudenga. Miti yose yatakapedzera mashizha nekupurura muzvitondo zviya. Mavhiri aTadiwa ataipedza mathreads tichitambisa bhaskoro rake kumagiraundhi. Where the fuck does time go? Ndichifunga nguva dzose dzataigwa, zhinji dzacho dzichikonzegwa negodo. Kwete nguva zhinji, asi kuti dzose nguva dzataigwa taigwira nyaya dzevamwe vakomana nevasikana. Nekuti pane zvimwe zvose, kupesana kwepfungwa dzedu kwaiva nekuremekedza kusiyana kwadzo mukati. Asi zvevamwe vanhu izvii... mmm... Nguva yekutanga tahwisisana paiva pasina wena. Handizivi kuti chataitya kwaiva kugwadzisana here kana kuti kuruzana. Uchiri kurangarira zuva riya randapedza zuva rose ndichigwa nekuramba nyaya yawaida kuti nditende yekuti kana ndaiva ndisina kumbonyenga Shami kudhara, saka zvaireva kuti ndakambodanana naCecilia? Ndakadombotanga ndichiseka wani, nekuti zvakandiitira semashura kuti waifunga kuti ndaiva ndakangwara zvekuti ndaigona kudiwa nevanhu vanenge Cecilia kana mainini. Uye kuti iwe zvaidokugwadza futi. Zvaidondinetsa kuti waiva wambozvifunga sei in the first place.
Ndizvo zvakazoita kuti ndiite hashaka izvozvo pandaiva ndovona kuti nyaya yacho yaiva yopedza nguva yedu, nekuti ini ndaiva ndakamira ipapo ndichifunga kuti saka mwana uyu anombodei chaizvo? Ndaivapo newe, ndisina kana chinana chekupomedzegwa kuti pamwe ungahwa makuhwa ekuti ndakambovonekwa nemusikana muzvikwenzi kuchikoro, asi iwe ndipo pawaida kundipa vasikana vandaiva ndisina. Shami. Cecilia. Sandra. Pamwe zvimwe zvacho yaiva mhosva yangu. Asi chokwadi chacho chaiva mumoyo wanguka, ende ndaivona sekuti musoro wako waiva wakazara mvura zvekuti waisada kuvona chokwadi. Asi ini ndini ndaiva nefungwa fupi Madhuve. Pane kuti ndikuteerere kuti ndikuhwisise; ndaikuteerera kuti ndikupindure. Dai ndakahwa hwi raiva pasi pasi pekupopota kwako raitaura kuti waiva usingadi munhu ari perfect, pamwe ndaizvihwa ndikawana matsananguriro andaizviita. Chokwadi chaiva chekuti waiva usingandizivi, ende iyoyo yaiva imwe zhira yako yekuda kuziva kuti mukomana wako munhu akaita sei. Iwe waida kungodanana nemunhu akamira pachokwadi. Munhu anorarama, kwete anomira kumahombekombe achivokera vamwe vachidhidha mudhamhu repasi rino, iye achinongedza achipa mutongo wekuti uyo haagoni, uyo dei arova muchaira akananga apo. Waida munhu wekupinda naye mudhamhu imomo makasungana makumbo, zvekuti chero umwe woinda kure kwakaita sei, maingoguma mawanana chete kana mukatevera shinda yakakubatanidzai.
Shinda kuva nayo taiva nayo mumwe wangu. Asi iwe wainyanya kufunga nezvayo stereki. Ini ndaiva ndisingafungi zvachose. Kana ndaifunga ndaidai ndakazvivona gore riya randakakuta paduku kusiiswa Geography naTsangadzi paaingondifoirisa ndasara nemwedzi kuti ndinyore mafinals; ini ndichishaiwa kuti ndini ndaiita chidofo here kana kuti yaiva mhosva yei. Asi pawakada kundinyeurira ndini ndakadotanga kukupengera ndichiti zvikomba zvako zvaiva zvoda kundiurayira hupenyu hwangu nekuti zvaiva nemari nemikana yose yekundikanda kudurunhuru. Takapedza weekend yose tisina kana kuvonana. It was the longest week of my life. Ndinozviziva kuti ndaiva ndisati ndasamhuka hangu uye kuti pfungwa dzangu dzaiva dzisati dzanyatsa kuchangamuka panyaya dzerudzi ugwu, asi zvimwe zvinhu hazvimbodi kungongodzewa musoro wena. Ndaifanira kudei ndakavona ndoga kuchena kwemoyo wako makore acho.
Nekuti kubva makore ose awa apera ndiri ndoga, handisati ndambotarira mumaziso emusikana ndikahwa hasha nerudo pamwechete sezvandaihwa kana ndikavona maziso ako. Pamwe imhosva yekuti ndaitsvaga iwe mumaziso evanhu vasiri ivo. Asi ndaingoti ndikatarira chete ndaitadza kuvona zvaiva mberi kwekunaka kwechiso kana kupenya gweganda. Ndaitadza kusvika kumusiwo wemoyo. I have to give you this, baby; you set the bar so high handifungi kuti pane munhu achambofa akarisvika. Ndiyo mhaka ndakarega kuramba ndichizvinetsa nekutsvaga umwe Molly. I know I can never find her. Of which handifungi kuti ndakamukodzera futi, nekuti wekutanga wandaiva ndapuhwa ndakamurasha nekusafunga kwangu. Kana munhu wamboinda kudenga unongoziva woga kuti hapana zhira yaunozomboita shungu nekuinda kugehena. You were my heaven. My Molly. Asi panguva imwechete yandaifanira kukuteerera, I was found very wanting. Ndaiva ndapedzera miseve yangu yose kumakunguwo, zvekuti pakazouya hanga ndaiva ndangobata uta chete.
Zvakaitika kwatiri zvakaitika ndakavaraigwa zvekuti ndakapedza gore ndichiri mushock. Panguva yose iyoyi handina kukwanisa kuteerera moyo wangu waindiudza kuti pamwe panogona kudero pane tsanangudzo yandaizohwisisa. Asi ini ndakada kuita zvechirume; zvekuti ndiri Chikara, kumba kwangu hakuitiwi marara akadero sadza rigoramba richibikwa. Asi nhasi ndinongova paya pawakandisiya. Not that you went anywhere yourself. Asi tapedza makore akawanda tichigwadzisana zvekuti kana shamhu chaiyo handifungi kuti tichambohwa kugwadza kwayo. Ndakakupa mhosva yandaiva ndisingazivi kuti wakapara zvechokwadi here, uye kuti wakaipara zvambodii.
Asi nhasi vhiri rehupenyu riya ratenderera rikatidzosera kumba kwaMai Tadiwa kuya. Musi uya watakasara toga. Anga achifanira kuva mavambo matsva kufunga kwangu. Asi pane kuti ndikuratidze moyo wangu sezvandakaita musi uya, ndakuratidza kutsvinya kwangu. Hmmm. I really do not deserve you, you know. I really, really, really do not deserve you. Pamwe kugara nehasha ndicho choga chinhu chakandifita pano pasi.
Ndava kuinda iye zvino, Molly. Ndofunga mushonga wako wava kupera; kwahi unofanira kumuka manje manje. Handidi kuti kana wamuka, chinhu chaunotanga kuvona chive chiso chemunhu akapedza hupenyu hwake achikuratidza kuti haurevi chinhu pano pasi. Everything will be changed paunomuka. Kana wabuda muno tichavona kugadzirira mabirth evana, ndobva ndabuda muhupenyu hwako. Handifi ndakakunetsa futi. You deserve to be happy, Molly, ende tose tava kuziva kuti kana ini ndiri pedo rufaro gwako gunogara guri kure.
Ndasumuka. Asi zviri kundiomera chose kuti ndishozhonodze shoka dzangu kuti ndimufuratire, ndibude mumba muno; ndibude muhupenyu hwake zvachose sekuvimbisa kwandaita. Ndamutarira akavata pamubhedha ipapo kwenguva isiri kuda kuvona magumo, ndichivona chifuva chake chichikwira nekudzika pasi perushiti gwakamuputira; nemutumbi wake wose wakaita kuzorora kuita sekuti munhu ari kumba kwake. Rugare guri pachiso chake ungati ndegwemunhu avata akaisa shuga pasi pepilo kuti avate achirota zvinotapira. Ndichifunga; aimbova wangu munhu uyu, neminyepfu yake nehwangwaridzo dzake nerugare guri pachiso chake nerudo gwose guri paari. She used to be mine. Underline used to be. Achitokonewa kuvata zvechokwadi, kwete zvekufungidzira, nekuti aifunga ini. Asi iye zvino ndiye munhu wava kuvata hope dzeumambo muchipatara chaimo. Ndiye ava kushara kurohwa nemagetsi achinditiza inini.
Ndofunga wakandivenga kudarika kuvenga kwandinoita Manchester United neChelsea neCaps neHighlanders. She must really hate me. Chero dei ndanga ndiri ini dei ndichivenga inini kudarika kuvenga kwandinoita Manchester United neChelsea neCaps neHighlanders. Ndiri kuhwa kurema nekureruka pamwe chete – kurema kwenyama dzemuviri nekureruka kwefungwa; ini ndini munhu wazorasha fungwa ari pachipatara manje ini. Ndadzungudza musoro ndichikweva shoka dzangu kuti dzitarire kwadziri kufanira kunanga; ndiri kuhwa sekuti ndarambiwa patsva, ende iye zvino ndinoziva kuti hapana zhira yekuti ndingaita tariro yekuti tichadzokerana futi. Chero kutaura tose chaiko tadoguma nhasi. Zvakaoma; apa ndipo paunenge wabva mukubata chokwadi chekuti musikana unomuda zvemandorokwati. Ndiye rudo gwako gwehupenyu iyeye. Hazvinei kuti akambobvepi akadarika nekupi akazoguma ava kupi. Unozviziva kuti unomuda nemashizha ake nevutata hwake nezvose zvaanazvo zvinomusekesa nevanhu. Yha; uku ndiko kunonzi kutsokodzegwa moyo uku. Kuyeuka bako wanaiwa kuri nani, nekuti kana wariziva bako iroro, unozooma hako, asi mangwana kuchanaya zvakare ugowana umwe mukana wekurangarira bako riya. Zvangu ini ndezvekuzovona kuti munhu hauna kufa iwe wadofutsigwa murinda. Unoridza mhere uchichemera ani, ndiudzeiwo.
Nekuti zvisinei nekumuda kwako, haana kukushara. Haana kushara inini. Pakamuka muvhunzo wekuti asarudze, mwana akasarudza kurobwa nemagetsi epagedhe ralandlady achitiza choice yaiva mberi kwake. Ndamira ndakatarira mukova. Ikoko kumukova ndiko kwandinofanira kuinda ikoko. Ndinofanira kubuda muno. Handifaniri kucheuka zvakare. Ndikacheuka ndinochinja kuita gomo remunyu. Hazviiti kuti amuke agovona munyu wangu wakavharidzira mumba muno. Angavona uchichururuka misodzi zvikashura chokwadi. Ndazvuva shoka yangu yekurubopwe semupurisa apihwa order yesloooooow march. Ndokubva ndaiisa pasi, ndikakakata yekurudyi. Ndinogona kurarama asipo. Left. Ndakambozviita sei makore apera awa? Right. Pamwe yaiva mhosva yekuti makore ose awa ndaiva ndisina kumbozviisa mumusoro kuti aiva andisiya zveshuwa. Left. Zvaiita sekuti aiva amboinda kuchikoro mhiri kwemakungwa kwaaizodzoka tofambira mberi nehupenyu hwedu setaiva tisina kumboita nguva takaparadzana. Right. Asi ikozvino ndava kuzviziva kuti haandidi zveshuwa. Left. Bhero riya rainzi unoda kumbotanga waridzigwa bhero here rarira nhasi. Right. Molly haandidi. Left. Right. Left…
“Steve?”
Oo. Shit.
Hwi rataura zita rangu ndakamborihwa. Kudhara ndichiri mwana weFomu Foo. Pandakapedzisira kurihwa ndakatura befu refurefu, ndichifema kutya kwose kwaiva mandiri, nekuti panguva iyoyo ndakambopindiwa nefungwa yekuti muridzi waro aiva otandadza. Saka paakashoshoma achidana zita rangu ndakaita sendicharidza mhere nekufara. Kana ndaiva ndisiri mudondo maigara zvikara pamwe ndaiiridza mhere.
Manje nhasi pandahwa hwi iroro ndatonhora. Ndanga ndadova pakati pekuvhura dhoo kuti ndisiye mwana wevanhu achitsvaga rugare gwaakakodzera. Zvazviri, paradzokera kunoti dhuma kuna mai varo dhoo riya, ini ndangoramba ndiri kudivi raro randanga ndisingafaniri kuva. Handina kuchevuka. Ndinozviziva kuti ndikachevuka ndinoita churu chemunyu. Usachevuka Chikara. Ukachevuka warashika. Usachevuka.
“Steve.” Iko zvino waita kudana chaiko nehwi rakakora; ungati waanga asina kumbodzima nguva yose iyi. Ndipo pandairasha ipapo. Ndachevuka; ndikawana mwana wevanhu akazvaura maziso akatarira kuhwindo rakadziva kucorridor. Ndachevuka futi; ndikahwa dhoo riya randambovhara zvine mutsindo richibhagugwa zvine mutsindo richifovera mukati. Molly waridza mhere. Asi ini ndaramba ndakangooma ndiri pandanga ndiri ipapo. Ndichifunga; wanga usingafaniri kuchevuka Chikara. Hona zvawaita manje. Wapondesa mwana wevanhu.
Nekuti vanhu vapaza dhoo vachipinda muno ndinovaziva kuti ndivanaani. Vakapfeka majasi machena anovaratidza sevasevenzi vepano uye vane chingoro chekuchovhera vagwere kana vachiinda kunochekwa, kana kuti kana vafa; asi hapana kana kanguva kaduku kandamborashika ndichifunga kuti vanhu ava madhokotera ari kuda kuita basa rawo rungwanangwana gwakadai. Ndinozviziva kuti vakaviga pfuti pasi pemazijasi avaba, uye kuti pfuti idzodzo dziri kuzoshanda nhasi. Asi ndangoramba ndakangooma ndiri pakati pechiimba chino; ndofunga kuti ndadova churu chemunhu ini. Kuita kunge ndiri kuvona firimu revanhu vari kuda kundiponda patv. Yha; ndiwo magumo acho.
Varume ava ndivo vakaponda Mabasa Chikara
Varume ava ndivo vakaponda Marufu Chikara
Varume ava ndivo vakaponda Marcus Dziva
Ende nhasi vauya kuzopedzisa mabasa avo. Vauya kuzokohovedza inini.
Friday, 28 August 2015
Zimbabwe's own Fritzl
There is a very good chance that Constable Tsitsi Mauswa, the Victim Friendly Unit Coordinator at Mahuwe Post in Guruve District, Mashonaland Central Province, has never heard of Josef Fritzl. The wee police officer was barely fifteen and just starting Form Two at Dangamvura Secondary School in Mutare when, on the morning of 26 April 2008, the world awoke to the gruesome reality of an Austrian father who had been arrested for holding his own daughter captive in a sunless basement for 24 years, raping her for all those years and producing seven children with her. The last time people in these parts had heard of Austria were during the reign of Adolf Hitler in the 1930s and 1940s. But 73-year-old Josef Fritzl would bring Austria back on the world headlines for all the wrong reasons as his case dragged in 2009.
Blissfully unaware of the incestuous furore gripping all across Europe many seas away, a young Tsitsi waltzed through high school, graduating with respectable grades four years later and enrolling with the ZRP in 2014. Her first port of call after graduating out of Depot was Mahuwe Post, a satellite police station of Mushumbi, which sits right on top of the Mavhuradonga Range about 70km north of Guruve. At the foot of one the longest mountain ranges in the country, the Dande valley stretches to as far as the horizon, and you can drink into the summer beauty of the flat lands from the charge office porch at Mahuwe.
“I had my mandatory familiarisation stints at various sections at the post – charge office duties, investigations; and I finally landed at the Victim Friendly Unit to become a third addition to an overworked office that only had Csts Happiness Tsitsi Chimbetete and Bright Njenge before I came in,” says Cst Mauswa of her first days at Mahuwe.
“The sheer amount of work in that office was daunting. Still is, in fact. There were a lot of rape and domestic violence dockets. But the passionate crime of choice in these parts is of older men contravening Section 70 of the Criminal Law (Codification and Reform) Act, which criminalises sex with minor girls. These cases always coincide with the ripening of the masawu fruit, which is said to contain something libidinous in it. But I’m no expert on the matter; I just know that every winter and spring when the masawu are in season, we get mountains of cases where little girls have engaged in sexual acts with older men.
“So during my first days as a VFU coordinator, my primary job was to stay in the office and receive complainants’ reports while my two superiors were always on the go – conducting investigations, attending court sessions, taking complainants to hospital and so on. Sometimes I would accompany one of them to a scene so I would learn the trade of investigating crimes of passion.”
So it was something of a shock when one day, Cst Tsitsi Mauswa, just five months into her life as a police officer, she had a rape docket thrown on her lap.
“Of course I was excited. And scared at the same time. My very first docket as a VFU coordinator. It was not one of those stonewall rape cases where an inconsolable complainant drops into our offices to relate a harrowing account of events that led her here. No. We got this case through a tip off, baby – somebody from Chirunya Village was sure that a man from the same village was having sexual relations with his 31-year-old daughter and had born children with her.
“Maybe that was why I got handed the docket – it really looked far-fetched that a man with a wife and children - such grown up children - could lead such an impossible life right under the nose of the rest of the family and the surrounding community. To me, it was unthinkable. So I thought my job was to just go to the said homestead and prove that the rumour doing rounds was false.
“But what did I know; I was just five months into the job.”
Yes she was; but even then, not even her immediate supervisors who had handed Cst Mauswa her first case could imagine in their wildest dreams that they had just thrown a rookie into the lion’s den to investigate a potential case of Zimbabwe’s own Josef Fritzl.
So she set off to Chirunya, having borrowed a motorcycle because it is simply impossible to get to the place in the rainy season using any other means of transport that has more than two wheels. Once there, she started by visiting the homes that shared boundaries with the alleged scene of crime, where a 56-year-old Kudakwashe Mawoyo had set his home.
“There were friendly and accommodating enough but when I starting poking into the business of the next door neighbour, people began to get antsy. I only gathered that Mr Mawoyo was a very mean man whose path most people in the village tried hard to avoid. That was really not something I wanted to hear; but it also raised the scale of suspicion in me, and I finally called on the Mawoyo homestead to meet the alleged victim and hear for myself what was going on from the horse’s mouth.”
Her name was Patience. Patience has two children – the eldest is thirteen, the second child is eight, and at the time the investigations started, she was pregnant with a third. The anonymous tip had said that one or all of Patience’s children had been sired by her own father.
“Now, Patience Mawoyo was kind of soft in the head; her mental capacity was diminished somewhat. I heard that she was moody and could do anything. I wondered whether she was dangerous, and whether I should protect myself. But I took her to the side and after the necessary introductions, I dived straight into the reasons why I was at her place.
“On that day in December last year, the last thing I heard Patience say with her mouth was her reply after I had enquired about her health. When I asked whether she had been abused by her father and if the children were his, she literally clammed up. She physically closed her mouth in such a way that she never wanted it open it again. Ever. I had hit a dead end.”
Cst Mauswa returned to the village to look for more leads, and she finally dug out the person who had written the anonymous letter to the police. From him, she gathered that after Patience’s first child was born in 2003, there were whispers that Mr Mawoyo himself was the father, but these were quickly dispelled when the latter told anybody who cared to listen that Patience’s child had been fathered by her brother-in-law.
“But nothing was done to the brother-in-law; nothing in terms of making him responsible for his actions. He was not made to pay any damages, nor was he asked to take Patience as his second wife. And, given Patience’s state of mind, a concerned father would have reported such an incident to the relevant authorities. But nothing of that sort ever happened. A few months after this incident, the brother-in-law and his family migrated from Chirunya in search of greener pastures on the other side of the Mavhuradonha Range. He left Patience and his alleged baby at his in-laws’ home, and that was the last time he was heard of in the area.
“About five years later, Patience was pregnant again. This time nobody offered an explanation; there was muted whispering in the village again, but nobody was bold enough to raise alarm. Until late last year when she fell pregnant for the third time. When the anonymous letter arrived in our mailbox, Patience was still pregnant.”
Getting the alleged victim herself to talk proved to be a challenge that police officer still learning the rope was at odds to overcome. For, as long as her depositions were taken in her father’s domain, Patience was not going to say anything. Not who was responsible for knocking her up three times; and certainly nothing about her father. She simply went into deaf mode as soon as the subject of her suspected abuse came up.
Said Cst Mauswa; “So we decided that it was best if we took her away from her home for a while and try to get her to calm down and realise that we was only trying to help. I took her to my lodgings in Mahuwe Township and lived with her for a while. And during her stay, she gave me a hundred statements about the state of her life. Nothing could be relied upon.”
Cst Mauswa actually considered this to be a breakthrough, because she had finally gotten Patience to open her mouth at least. As days went by, Patience began to relax, and with the promises from the investigator that she was never going to see her father again, the victim just broke down one day and opened up.
“She cried as she told me that her father would take the advantage of her every time her mother was away. He would pounce on her in her bedroom during the night and even in broad daylight whenever her mother was not at home. Patience suffers from epileptic seizures, and she said her father would rape her even during her episodes. One day a seizure overtook her while she was preparing lunch – and when she finally woke up, her father was on top of her. Right in the kitchen, in the middle of the day. That was how daring he was.”
Patience could not remember exactly when the abuse started, but she knows she was still in her teens then. Follow up interrogations with her mother yielded nothing, as she flatly refused to testify against her husband. Just as Fritzl’s wife refused to stand against him in court, although she would divorce him after the trial, which returned a life sentence for the incestuous rapist kidnapper. But it looked like Patience’s mother was really not convinced that her own husband could do that to his own daughter; so much that one day when Patience had made a rare home visit since the abuse allegations broke, her mother gave her some juju, which was allegedly meant to make her forget her testimony once she got to the police station. But Patience threw the herbs in the river.
And before she could appear before the courts, Patience was taken to Harare where she stayed for some time, while receiving some psychiatric treatment and therapy. But all the therapy in the world could never prepare her enough to come face to face with her father in open court. Mawoyo was actually agitating that she stand across him in court so she could throw the rape allegations in his face. He was banking on the stranglehold spell he had on his daughter, hoping that if she saw him, she would be scared enough not to testify.
“But the court recognised the vulnerability of the complainant and ordered that her testimony be made in camera. With the firm promise that she was never going to see her father again, Patience was a model witness. The case had only three more witness besides the accused and the complainant, and the courts did not waste time to reach a guilty verdict, even when Mawoyo denied the charges in their totality.
He was sentenced to 42 years behind bars.
“The image of an abusive home is one that Patience may never recover from,” said Cst Mauswa. “When she came to my house for the first time, she never wanted to go back home again; and the same thing happened when she was taken to the psychiatric unit in Harare. She wanted to be everywhere else but home. Even when she knew that her father was no longer there, she still did not want to return. It took a lot of cajoling and empty promises for her to return home to her children.
“One can only imagine the traumatic years she suffered at the hands of her father until one brave person decided enough was enough.”
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Mutandira (zvakarongeka)
Shoko rokuti Mutandira riri kushandiswa pachinyorwa chino kuturikira chinonzi system kuEnglish. Mutandira uri kurehwa unenge une: ndima ine miganhu yakatarwa, ine wamashandirwo ebasa nekufambiswa kwamashoko nemutowo wakarongeka. Zviitiko zvinowonekwa pakucherechedza mutandira, zviitiko zvinopota zvichidzokorora zvokuti zvinobvira kuziva zvichazoitika paMutandira munhambo dzakatarwa. Kana totaura pahuzhinji systems dzinenge dzichinzi Mitandira. Pahumwe tinokwanisa kuti dandira.
Shoko rokuti Mutandira rinodudzirwa kuEnglish richinzi regular organised procedure, system or community.
- Nekumwe kutaura tingati izwi iri rinoreva kubatanidzwa pamwe, munzvimbo imwe, kwezvinhu zvine ukama huri kutarirwa.
- Mutandira rinoonekwa pakuva nezvinhu zvinobatirana, nekurarama, nekudyidzana pamwe munzvimbo kana nhambo yakatarwa.
Kuti titsanangure Mutandira tinogona kusanganisira:
1. nhengo dziri paMutandira;
2. mashoko anodudza mashandirwo emabasa nendima dzinoshandwa nenhengo dzirimo;
3. mitemo inotonga nhengo dzirimo uye;
4. zvinyorwa zvinotaura ukama huripo pakati penhengo (elements, stakeholders) idzi;
5. nekutara miganhu yeMutandira, uye miganhu yezvinotenderwa kana kusatenderwa kuitika kana kuti kuva nhengo.
Mutandira une hukama hunosimbiswa neenzane pakati pezvinopimwa (equations & relationships), maitirwo ezvirongwa (procedures & protocols), zvinyanye (extrema), zvichingodaro.
Mutandira - co-existing or working combined together kana kuti regular organised procedure, system or community pakupirikira kuEnglish.
KuEnglish system inodudzirwa ichinzi any formulated, regular, or special method or plan or procedure or an assemblage or set of correlated members.
Kurerutsa Mutauro[chinja | edit source]
Kune Mitandira yakatsaukana inotaurwa KuScience anosanganisira:
- Mutandira weMushana kana Mutandira weZuva (Solar System).
- Mutandira Unopotereka Ropa (Blood Circulatory System).
- Mutandira Unowotesa Zvidyo (Digestive System).
- Mutandira Unopangidza Nzvimbo kana kuti Mutandira Unoratidza Nzvimbo (Geographic Positioning System) uchanzi MUNZVI muchidimbu.
Mamwe Mazwi[chinja | edit source]
- Kutandira (Enclose with rope or wire) zvichireva kukomberedza netambo kana waya.
- Kutandira kana kutanda (climb as creeper plants do).
- Kutandira (spin as of spider) zvichireva kuruka dandadzi sezvinoita dzvatsvatsva.
- Dandira, dandadzi; mutandira; mutandiro (cobweb).
- Mutandiro kana Mutandira (enclosure inside of net for game).


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Mheu
Shoko rokuti mheu (small piece or particle in English) rinoreva kamedu kaduku-duku, katopoka kechipi zvacho chinhu. Shoko iri richange rakakosha kutaura pamusoro pemheu dzinowanikwa kuScience dzinosanganisira atom, electron, proton zvichingodaro.
Tsika[chinja | edit source]
Jesu vakataura vachiti, "Munyengedzi tanga wabvisa danda riri muziso mako, ugozoti wobvisa kabanzu kari muziso romumwe."
Mamwe Mazwi[chinja | edit source]
- Banzurwa kana mabanzurwa (splinter)
- Kubanzura (split into pieces - lengthwise)
- Kubanzudza (cause to split)


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MURINDIRI (MUJEURA WO KUJIJA) ZVITA 2017
Mujeura uu una musoro jo kujija kuitira bviki ro 27 Musekwa mbhera 2 Nyahwiriri, 2017.
‘Gondai Jehovha, Itai Zvakanaka’
Jehovha anodakarira kutiitira zvoticikakwanisi kuita toga. Asi anovetera kuti tiite zvotinokwanisa. Vhesi yo gore yo 2017 inotibesa kudini kuti tive no kuezanana kwakanaka?
Reremejanyi Rusujunuko Hwo Kujikhetera Hwamakaashira
Icinyi rusujunuko hwo kujikhetera zve Bhaibheri rinotijijisenyi ngo pamusoro pahwo? Mungatatijisa kudini kureremeja rusujunuko hwo kujikhetera hwo vamweni?
Kutendera Zvatiri Kucandosisira
I kudini kutendera zvouri, zve kunozwirana kudini no kuzvidodokesa? Ngenyi i undhu hwaushoni hwotinodikana kupsaka?
Mucasiya Kutendera Zvamuri Pamunoejwa
Tingarambisa kudini ticitendera zvotiri panocinja mugariro jedu, potinovereketehwa kana kusimbwa no potinohwisana no kukaya-kaya?
Zviro Izvi ‘Zvipekejei Vandhu Vakagondeka’
Madhodha angabesesa kudini majaha kuti aite mabasa makuru? Majaha angatatijisa kudini nderemejo ku vaya vakatungamirira ko makore mazinji?
Maizviziva Here?
Mu nguva jo Bhaibheri, muriro waithwariswa kudini kubva pa ndau imwe kuenda pa imweni?


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1tsvakurudzo
1Kutsvaka ari roguelike, apo iwe kudzora mushingi wechiduku uyo anotevera zvakaipa ropa chitendero, pashure ivo abducts vana vanoverengeka, kusanganisira muchindakadzi oumambo!
Wawana 7 mazuva asati anogona kutanga zvakaipa tsika yake kudaidza munhu dhimoni yekare pakubayira vana. Mumwe munharaunda nzvimbo ine vamwe nzvimbo ine ngozi apo unogona kuwana rubatsiro siyana uye unogona kusarudza nzira yako kusarudza mibairo yenyu. Asi regai kurasa nguva, kana uchida kuchengetedza vose vana…
Rwisa omugungwa, tora chakapambwa, kuva simba uye nokuponesa vana kurambidza ropa kapoka kunodaidza dhimoni.
Key zvinhu:
– Tendeukai RPG inobva
– Roguelike: Dying ndizvo mafaro!
– 5 marudzi
– 18 makirasi siyana
– Kupfuurisa 150 Kirasi mano zvitsinga nokuti vatambi
– Kupfuurisa 100 zvikara
– 20 Differents pevhu vane mibayiro chaizvo
– Magic ezvinhu kwakavakirwa nezvitsinga zvikoro nemashiripiti wanano mamwe kusiyana uye replayability
museve makiyi / numpad : kufamba gamba
F1-F10, 1-0 : kushandiswa chiito. Unogona kushandisa kiyi kaviri kunyoresa zvinoitwa sezvo itsva default munhu
A : car Attack
E : repair Explore
5/R : zororo / kumbomira chijana
ne : tora masitepisi
nzvimbo : pamotokari zvinhu
P : Potions
B : Permanent Buffs


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Nzira shanu dzekuchengetedza magetsi nemari yenyu mudzimba
Sezvo tose tinoziva kuti mutengo wemagetsi mudzimba unokwira nguva nenguva, vazhinji vedu tinotsvaga nzira dzekukuderedza kushandiswa kwamagetsi mudzimba. Chinofadza ndichekuti nzira dziripo dziri pachena, dzakapfava, zvisina kugomera kana kuomesa magariro edu. Uyezve tinenge tichichengetedza zviwanikwa nenyika yedu.
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Shandisai Mvura Shoma,Yemugiza
Zvikamu makumi maviri neshanu kubva muzana, zvemari yemagetsi inobhadharwa nemhuri, imari yemagetsi yekudziisa mvura (ingave yadziiswa pachitofu, kana negiza). Nzira dzekuderedza mari uye nekushandiswa kwemvura inodziya ndedzidzi. Wachai nhumbi nekusuka midziyo nemvura yakatonhora. Wachai nhumbi dzakati wandei panguva imwe, mirirai kuti nhumbi dzine tsvina dziwande, kwete mangwana mangwana. Vhurai pombi zvine mwero kwete kuti ibude nesimba ichimhanya ichingoyerera, uye zve tengai mashawa anobuditsa mvura zvine mwero. Musapedza nguva yakareba muri mushawa muchigeza.
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Tengai Midziyo Yemandorokwati
Mari yemagetsi/zesa emudzimba inobva mukushanda kunoita midziyo yemagetsi, mari iyi inoraudzira zvikamu makumi matatu ane nhatu kubva muzana. Kana muchitenga firiji, firiza, tivhii, muchina wekuwacha, muchina wekuomesa mbatya, dishiwasha kana eyakondishini tsvagai chipepa chakanamirwa pamudziyo chinoratidza nyenyedzi - midziyo unechipepa chinoratidza nyenyedzi dzakawanda inokwevawo magetsi mashoma. Midziyo iyoyo ingangodhura zvayo pakutenga, asi ukatenga wakachipa wazviparira nokuti uchabudisa mari svinu mukufamba kwenguva uchibhadhara magetsi.
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Shandisai Midziyo Yemagetsi Zvine Ungwaru
Chengetedzai magetsi nemari yenyu nekudzima midziyo wamunenge musingashandisa. Mudziyo wegawega unenge wakabatidzwa kuti nga uyezve chiringazuva chawo uchishanda—unenge uchitomo chamagetsi. Materevhizheni, maketero, madzimudzangara, mafeni. Musaita hushoroma hwekuita mafiriji nemafiriza akawanda, yedzai kudzima mafirijii asina zvinhu. Yedzai kuyanika hembe panze pazuva pane kushandisa ma dhiraya kana mbaura dzemagetsi. Mukaita izvi muchaona kuti munosevha zvekare zvikamu gumi pazana rerarega remari yemagetsi yamunobhadhara.
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Kudziisa Nekutonhodza Dzimba nguva yechando Nemadziya
Pamunobatidza mbaura ka mafeni emagetsi muchidzikisa kana kukwidza temburicha mumba magetsi anobva akwirawo nezvikamu zvishanu kana gumi kubva muzana. Onai kuti magonhi akavharwa kuti mweya wakatonhodzwa kana kudziiswa uchengeteke. Musakwidza kana kuderedza chiganhuro chemwando zvakanyanya.Nguva yechando isai pa 25°C (makumi maviri neshanu) kana 27°C (makumi maviri nenomwe). Nguva yemadziya isai chiganhuro pa 18°C (gumi nesere) kusvika pa 20°C (makumi maviri).
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Kuvhara maburi nemaberevere emba
Onai kuti imba yenyu yakapedzeredzwa kunyatso vakwa, magoni nemafafitera akanyatsokwenezverwa, maburi nemitswi yakavharwa kuti mwando wakatonhodza kana kudziiswa ushaye pekubuda napo dzimba dzigoramba dzichidziya kana kutonhora kwenguva ndefu. Kushandisa 'masaga' munyasi megonhi. Kuvharidzira mwando dzimwewo nzira 'dzekiyakiya' dzmunogona kuzviitira moga kumba.
Munoda kuziva zvakawanda nekuchengetedza mari yenyu here?
Mazano anobatsira, ari pachena maererano nekuchengetedza magetsi nemvura, maererano nesuweji, uyezve kana muchida ruzivo nezverubatsiro rwunobva kuhurumende endai pa Indaneti webhusayiti www.yourenergysavings.gov.au inenge iri muririmi.


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Muchovha Mota
Muchovha zvinoreva ngoro ine maviri ine injini inoshandiswa kutakura vahu kana nhumbi kubva pane panzvimbo kuenda pane imwe. Izvi zvoreva kuti motokari; bhazi; gonyeti zvose muchova nokuti zvinokwanisa kuchova munhu kubva panzvimbo kuenda pane imwe. Mutauro wekuti muchovha ungaita kunge wechimanjemanje asi panhau yokunge towumba mazwi matsva mururimi rweShona, shoko iri ndiro riri pedyo kududza chinonzi "vehicle" muchirungu. Zvakanaka kuti paonekwe kuti muchovha hazvisiki kureva chitsaru aiwa, kana chitsva chacho muchovha.
Chitsaru chave kunetsa kufamba kwacho ndicho chinonzi sikorokoro.
Simbi yakaita denderedzwa inopoteredzwa nevhiri remuchovha kana bhasikoro (rim) inonzi gangari paChiShona.
Kurerusa Mutauro[chinja | edit source]
Kugadzira (to make)
Kufotokoza (repair in Chewa)


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Hukwidza
Muchidzidzo chePimanyika, tsangudzo dzinotevera dzinopihwa maererano nekupimwa kwenhambwe.
Hurefu (length) - shoko iri rinoreva kureba kwenzvimbo kana ichipimwa. Kana tiri kuMasvomhu, hurefu hunoshandiswa kududza divi rakanyanya kureba kudarika mamwe.
Hwasha (width) - shoko iri rinoreva kupamhama kwenzvimbo kana ichipimwa
Hudzamu (depth) - shoko rinoreva kudzika kwenzvimbo kana ichipimwa. Shoko iri rinoshandiswa kududza kupimwa kwenhambwe zvichitevedza rudzivo rwekudzika pasi.
Hukwidza (height, altitude) - iri shoko rinonyanya kushandiswa kududza kupimwa kwenhambwe zvichitevedza rudzivo rwekuenda mudenga. Somuenzaniso tingataura hukwidza hwendenge iri kubhururuka kana chivakwa chemudurikidzanwa. Mukutaura kwamazuva ose tinoti chinhu chiri pakakwirira kana pakaderera, muzvidzidzo zveScience zvakafanira kuti titaure pamusoro pehukwidza.
Mipimo yose yataurwa pamusoro inoshandisha chiyero chenhambwe chinonzi mita (metre).


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Zvapupu zva Jehovha—Ndisu Ani?
Tinobva mu mazana o mabvumbo zve ndumi jakasiyana-siyana, asi takabatana ngo zvidisiso zvondhozvo. Kunja kwa izvi, tinoda kukuja Jehovha, Mwari wo Bhaibheri zve Marure wa zvese. Tinoita zvatinokwanisa kuti titevejere Jesu Kristu zve tino mutubvarubva ngo kudanijwa maKristu. Umwe na umwe wedu anopeja nguva zinji ecibesera vandhu kujija ngo zvo Bhaibheri zve Umambo hwa Mwari. Tinozivikana inga Zvapupu zva Jehovha ngo kuti tinopupurira, kana kuvereketa, ngo pa musoro pa Jehovha no Umambo hwake.
Shandisa kamare citici cedu. Verenga Bhaibheri mu interneti. Jija zvizinji ngo zvedu no zvitendhwa zvedu.


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Vana vemazuva ano havazivi kuti tairohwa (ivo vasati vazvarwa)
1. Kuchema kana warohwa kwairovesa
2. Kuchema usina kurohwa kwairovesa
3. Kusachema kana warohwa kwairovesa futi
4. Kumira vakuru vakagara pasi kwairovesa
5. Kugara pasi vakuru vakamira kwairovesa futi
6. Kufamba famba pakagara vakuru kwairovesa
7. Kupindura munhu mukuru kwairovesa
8. Kuramba wakanyarara munhu mukuru achitaura newe kwairovesa
9. Kugarisa nguva yakareba usina kurohwa kwairovesa futi
10. Kuimba wabva kutsiurwa kwairovesa
11. Kusakwazisa vaenzi kwairovesa
12. Kudya chikafu chabikirwa vaenzi kwairovesa futi
13. Kuchemera kuenda nevaenzi kwairovesa stereki
14 .kutorohwa kwairovesa futi
Tairohwa kani 😢😢😢😢😢


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Inzwai mhinduro dzemwana wemuHedheni paRoad Show. Jona pindura mibvunzo gumi (10) inotevera ugozviwanira shool fees voucher pachena.
1. Jona, tiudze ndiani muBhaibheri anonzi simba rake raibva mubvudzi?
Jona: "ndiBob Marley".
2. Tiudze muchato mukuru mushoko dzvene ramwari wakaitirwa munzvimbo yainzi chii?
Jona: "Harare Gardens".
3. Vana veIsrael vakayambuka rwizi rwunonzi chii uye vachiende kunyika ipi?
Jona : "Rwizi Limpopo vakanange Joni"
4. Mambo Pharoh vaigara kupi?
Jona: "KuState House"
5. Mambo Jesu vakarova vanhu vaitengesa nekutamba njuga munzvimbo ipi?
Jona: "Coppa Cabanna"
6. Nhai Jona ndiani anonzi akaendeswa kuhere aramba kunyenga mukadzi waPotifa?
Jona: "ndiGumbura asi haana kuramba kunyenga, ndiye akatorambwa"
7: Sei Zimbabwe senyika ichinzi iChristian Country?
Jona: "Nenhau yekutora minda"
8. Zvakaporofitwa nani uye kupi kuti tenzi wedu vachazo batwa vagoshungurudzwa vozorowerwa pamuchinjikwa?
Jona: "NdivaMakandiwa paJudgement Night 2"
9: Zadzisa chirevo ichi: Enda kumujuru iwe simbe ugo.........
Jona: "Ugorumwa zvekuti ukaone pane churu unosvipe mate"
10. Ndiani waungati ndiye muporofita mukuru mubhaibheri uye nemhaka yei?
Jona "Magaya muhombe bcoz ave kuto sponsor nebhora".


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NHAMBA 1 2017 Kubatsira Vechidiki Vane Chirwere cheDepression
NHAMBA 1 2017 Zvaungaita Kuti Ubatsirwe neBhaibheri
Zvapupu zvaJehovha
—Tiri Vanhu Vakaita Sei?
Tinobva mumadzinza nemitauro zvakasiyana-siyana asi zvinangwa zvedu zvakafanana ndizvo zvinoita kuti tibatane. Chinonyanya kukosha ndechokuti tinoda kukudza Jehovha, Mwari akaita kuti Bhaibheri rinyorwe uye Musiki wezvose. Tinoedza chaizvo kutevedzera Jesu Kristu uye tinodada nokudaidzwa kuti vaKristu. Mumwe nomumwe wedu anobatsira vanhu kuti vadzidze Bhaibheri uye nezveUmambo hwaMwari. Chinoita kuti tinzi Zvapupu zvaJehovha imhaka yokuparidza, uye kutaura kwatinoita nezvaJehovha Mwari noUmambo hwake.
Ongorora zviri panzvimbo yedu. Verenga Bhaibheri paIndaneti. Ziva zvakawanda pamusoro pedu uye zvatinotenda.


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We booked a room at fancy lodge via booking.com i think and takapotsa tabvarurana hembe nenyere yatainge tinayo. Ndakamubhundira iye akachindibata magaro takarara pabed. My hair was a tangled mess, as he had run his hands through it so many times, I had lost count. Mboro yake yainge yakamira ichindiguma guma pabeche rangu zvaiita kuti ndinzwe kuda kusvirwa more and more.Ndakachemerera ndichimuudza kuti asamire, akandibvisa brraaa nemazino ake mazamu angu akabva atanga kurembera pasi akanditarisa ndikabva ndatanga kunyarira. Akanditi usanyare hako you are beautiful plus you have the most beautiful boby anybody could ask for.” Akatanga kutamba neminyatso yangu apa rimwe ruoko ruchibatabata magaro angu, ndakabva ndadhonza shirt yake ndichida kutamba nesix pack yake. Haana kana kumira kunanzva minyatso yako ndaibva ndanzwa ropa kumhanya muviri wese ndichibva ndanzwa kuda kuramba ndichibatwa.
Paaidya minyatso yangu akabva atanga akudzika achienda paguvu ndikanzwa mazamu angu awoma kuita kunge azara mukaka.My impatience got the best of me ndikabva ndabvisa majeans angu ndikakanda uko, ndakatanga kumubabata bata muviri wese ndichi avoider kubata mboro yake. Akabva aita kubvarura pant rangu apa ndainge ndaita kutota kunge munhu agarira mvura. He flipped me akabva andifongoresa and I didn’t expect it, I was facing the bed face down achibva aisa musoro wake pakati pemakumbo angu akatanga kudya beche achinyatsonyudza rurimi rwake mukatikati.
Ndakanzwa munhu akafemereka kunge munhu abva kumhanyiswa nembwa the whispered my name “Nomsa” ndisati ndadaira akabva andivhara muromo ne a deep kiss. Ndaenda pasi pake ndokubata mboro yake apa kunyarira kwainge kwapera and I took control ndikabva ndamubvisa his boxers ndikaisa mboro mukanwa and played with it, ndakaibvisa mukanwa ndikatanga kuibonyora zviri fast reruoko.
Akabva andisimudza akandiisa pabed akavhura makumbo angu akatanga kundinanzva muzvidya slowly working his way up. Maziso angu akaita kunge achabuda as this was the most instense pleasure I have ever felt in my life. Akatanga kuisa rurimi rwake mukati mebeche apa juice dzainge dzakuyerera apo ndainge ndakuchemerera zvekutoita noise, aiti achinanzva beche atora zvigunwe zvake achindikoirira nazvo.Ndainge ndakusagona kana kutaura all I could say was ” Ohhh Adam” . Akaisa musoro pakati pemakumbo again kuti anyatsonanzva juice yese yaibuda mubeche rangu.
Akabva atora ruoko rwangu akandibatisa kabeans kangu akati “rub” ndainge ndatova confused and I started to rub slowly kusvikira ndatonzwa kuti ndakatota stereki, juice yakanga yazara pazvigunwe zvangu Adam ndokuinanzva yese.Mboro yake yainge yamira kuita kunge simbi ichindibaya baya padumbu ndokubva akuiteaser achiti urikuda kusvirwa here.
Aibvunza izvi achiiisa pamuromo webeche ini ndainge ndanzwa nezemo ndikati I want you so bad ndisvirewo kani. Akatanga kundisvira hard zvekuti handina kutora nguva kutunda akambomira ndapedza kutunda ndikafunga kuti pamwe aneta asi akasimudza makumbo angu zvakare akatanga kuita mahard strokes achirova chibereko changu kusvikira Adam atundawo tsaaaa tsaaa tsaaaa. Akambosiya mboro irimo mubeche for a few minutes as we both regained our strength to wake up.


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Kubhadhara Rent neBECHE Part 2 – Landlord Tempted to touch. Takanga taita agreement yedu and i was happy kuti ndakugara mahara ndifunge kuoma kweHarare these days. Boy Toy yangu Jackson ndakamuudza kuti ambomira kuuya kumba coz i didn’t want Landlord to be jealous zvikazokanganisa deal redu.
Week rekutanga after we made our deal there was no issues. But the next week yacho pakaita nyaya hombe. Zuva iri ndakageza ndokupfeka zviri extra s e x y ndichida kunyatsotempter Landlord. Ndaive nekaShort Dress kangu and as usual panty ndanga ndisina.
Ndakapinda mudining maive makagara landlord vari paLaptop yavo kunge vaive busy. Vakasumudza chiso vachindimhoresa and pavakaona what i was wearing vakabva vavhara laptop yavo zvikanzi: “Nhai Rose asi woda kundiuraya kani?!” ndakaactor innocent ndichipindura ndichigara pasi ndakavhura makumbo angu ndokuti “aah aah ko ndaitasei?” Akaramba akatarisa makumba angu and thanks to yellow born yaive fanta or tan yega yega. Murume mukuru akasimuka ndokunokiya main door zvikanzi “kana zvadai hatidi madisturbances”
Somehow ini wacho ndanga ndakunakirwa nekuona Landlord vachibonyora vakatarisa nyini yangu. Ndainzwa beche rangu kutota kuri extra and ndaingoti ndikazvibata chete kabeans ndobva ndatunda 1 time! Vakadzoka Landlord ndokugara pachair yavo opposite mine ndokubvisa hembe dzose. Vaive neflat stomach that showed that he was healthy and ate well. PaDepertment yemboro vaive bhoo, not very big but size yangu chaiyo…
Vakatanga kutambisa mboro yavo vakanditarisa vachiratidza kuzara nyere mumaziso avo ndakasimuka ndokubvisa dress riya ndokuratidza mazizamu angu nebeche raive rakashaver clean. Murume akaita kunge achadonhedza rute nekutarisa kwaaive akaita.
Akabva abva pasofa ndokuuya kuzogara right next to me nguva yese achitambisa mboro yake. Haana chaakataura akaramba achipomba chete next thing is ndakaona achisverera kuda kubata nyini yangu. Ndakajumper ndokusimuka ndokuti remember our deal? Akamira ndokuti he was sorry. Ndakagara pasi and the show continued, akatanga kupomba zvine simba ndokubva atunda ini ndakatarisa.


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Ndingabvunzawo here kuti zvinemusoro here kuti musikana
wangu akandiudza kuti haasi mhandara asi ari kuti tisaita bonde kusvika
taroorana? Handisi kupanzwisisa kuti chii chaari kutya?
Iyi inyaya yevarume kuti vanatse kuihwisisa nokuti ndivo
vane dambudziko pairi kupfuura vanhukadzi. Varume havanatsi kuhwisisa kuti
vanhukadzi vanofarira kuvata nevarume kupfuura varume kuda kuvata nevakadzi.
Muiyano wacho ndewekuti vanhukadzi vanoda kuzviita kana dzimwe nyaya dzakanaka
muupenyu hwavo. Kune vamwe vakadzi vashoma vanongdawo havo kungovatana nomurume
wese wese asi panosvika imwe nguva chero kuvashoma ivavo yokuti vanohwisisa
kuti upenyu hwekungokwigwa pasina chawavaka haubatsiri chinhu.
Saka apa totangira panyaya yokuti mukadzi haasi mhandara. Otanga kudanana
nomukomana. Vodanana nomuyo wese kusvika pakutsanangurirana HISTORY dzavo. Mukomana wohwisisa kuti musikana uyu haasi
mhandara asi zvosamunetsa fungwa. Anoda musikana wake chose saka haanei nokuti
musikana akambovata noumwe murume.
Posvika nguva yokuti mukomana wofunga kuti dai vachitanga
kuvata vese. Ipapo musikana oti bodo ngatimirire kusvika taroorana. Aikazve,
chii chatiri kumirira. Mukomana anoda kupahwisisa. Pamwe vanotokonana nenyaya
iyi.
Ngatimbodzokera shure kusvika pakabviswa musikana uyu
humhandara. Funga kuti vasikana vakawanda chinoita kuti vabvume kubviswa
humhandara chii? Uchaona kuti kazhinji nyaya yorudo inotaugwa chaizvo pazviri
kusvika musikana afunga kuti kuiswa kutaridwa rudo, iri ngari yokuti vanhukadzi
ndiwo mafungire edu. Unoona sokuti kuvhurira mukomana wako makumbo kumutaridza
kuti unomuda chose uchifunga kuti iye achazvibatawo saizvozvo. Wozoona kuti
pava paya haana kana hanya nazvo anotokuona sehure asi ndiye akubvisa
humhandara uye anoziva kuti hauna kumbovata noumwe munhu kuzhe kwake.
Toti musikana uyu azorambwa nanyakubvisa humhndara, Ndiye nhasi munhu ava
kudanana nomukomana anomuda chose nomoyo wese asi mukomana ava kuda kuvata
naye. Musikana PSYCHOLOGY yake yasiyana nezvayange iri achiri mhandara. Hakusi
kuti haachadi kuvata nomukomana. Bodo. Munhu anotoshushikana kusavata
nomukomana kupfuura kushushikana kunoita mhandara nokuti mhandara haizivi
kunaka kwazvo. Uyu anoziva. Saka chii
chiri kuitisa arambe, uye mukomana anofanira kuhwisisa chii?
- Musikana awedzera makore ekuberekwa kubva paakabviswa
humhandara
- Musikana ava kuhwisisa mafungire evarume kubva paakabviswa
humhandara
- Musikana akambowana nguva yokufunga zvakaitika muupenyu
hwake akadzidza pazviri
- Musikana ari kuda kugadziridza upenyu hwake kuti huve nani
kubva paakasiiwa nowakamubvisa humhandara.
Saka apa ari kuudza mukomana kuti ndakakanganisa, ndikadzidza chidzidzo pazviri
saka kuvata newe ndinoda chose asi ngatozoita tambosvika pachinhanho
chakafanira nyaya dzokuvatana.
Varume:
Munhurume kazhinji akangoziva kuti mukadzi wekuti ari
kugarorhojewa, anongodawo kurhoja ipapo. Tichitarisa mahure tinoona kuti varume
vanotobhadhara mari kuti vharhoje vachinatsohwisisa kuti mukadzi uyu ipapo
anotori nourume hwavarume vakawanda mukati make. Ruzivo igogu ndigo gunovapa
zemo. Haumbohwi kuhi murume akakumbira
kurhoja mhandara akada kuipa mari. Bodo. Hure ndiro rinopiwa mari, mhandara
ndeyokurhoja mahara.
Kozoti asangana nokudanana nomusikana asiri mhandara, anoona sokuti munhu asina
chaangada kuPUROTEKITA saka ngaangovhura ndirhoje. Asi musikana anoona sokuti kungovhura zvorudo
handizvo nokuti kare akavhura zvorudo akarhojewa akarambwa, akadzidza chidzidzo
pazviri. Iwe murume chifunga ipapo kuti
shuwa musikana uyu kubva ipapo haasi kukwirisa kusvika awanikwa.
Varume ukaterera vachitaura nyaya unohwa vachibvunzana nenyaya ye MILEAGE yemahure
avari kuvata nawo. Zvoita sokuti vanohwisisa kuti musikana akavata nomurumwe
umwe chete ari nani pane akavata nevakawanda.
Saka unobva wafunga kuti vanohwisisa kana akaramba kuvata naye achiti
mirira titange taroorana, asi bodo zvinotovasvota kuti sei akavhurira uyo asi
ini achindirambira.
Nyaya iripo ndiyoyo yokuti ava kutotya MILEAGE
yamunogarotaura iyo. Iwe kumuda kwauri kutaridza ndiko kwaingoitwa nouyo
akazomuramba. Sakai we ukavata naye ukazomuramba, MILEAGE yatokwira kubva
payange iri. Murume anozotevera ipapo otofunga kuti musikana uyu ihure rake
rakangomirira kuiswa pasina zvokuzovaka musha naye.
Ndiyo naya iripo.
Varume tendai musikana anoti ngatimire tiroorane. Hwisisa kuti ane chigumbu
mumoyo make chokuti varume hamuoni kuvhura makumbo sechinhu chinotaridza rudo.
Munongoona sekudya kwechombo chete. Saka
mirai kusvika munhu ava mumba.
Vakadzi:
Pakudanana nomukomana iwe usiri mhandara kasira kumuzivisa
kuti hausi mhandara uye kumukurudzirawo kukudza kuti iye HISTORY yake iri papi.
Varume vakambovata nevakadzi vakawanda vanopa vakadzi RISK ye CERVICAL CANCER
saka zviri nani udanane nomurume achiri jaya kana kuti akavata neumwe chete
kana vaviri kwete vanosvika vashanu kana kupfuura. Unokwanisa kupiwa chigwere
ichi.
Kana mahwisisana HISTORY dzenyu ndipo pakubvunzana kuti pane
zvese zvawahwisisa uchiri kundida here kana kuti tochiparadzana? Kana
mabvumirana kuti munodanana chihwisisa kuti ndipo panotangira RELATIONSHIP
yenyu zvedi saka kana wada kutsanangura zvimwe zvinhu pamafungire ako,
chitsanangura murume achiru muMOOD yekoterera.
Varume chinhu chavasingadi kuudzwa nhema. Kana ukafungira
kuti ungangoda murume uyu zvechokwadi, chimuudza chokwadi uyezve kuti unoda
kuti aite sei nechokwadi chawamuudza. Muudze kuti unoda ahwisise kuti wamuudza
kuti awane nguva yokufunga kuti anokuda here kana kwete kuti murege kupedzerana
nguva. Kana ati anoda kumbonofunga, rega aende. Muudze kuti ngaakufonera kana
afunga, zvisinei kuti ankuda kana kuti haakudi.
Hwisisai kuti kuda umwe munhu iDECISION inoitwa nomudi.
Hazvingoitiki zvega. Tese tinotozvisarudzira kuda kana kusada. Kana ukanyengwa
mubhazi nomurume wawange usingambozivi, wega unozvisarudzira kuchinjana nhambha
dzefoni naye kuti muzotaurazve. Kuzodanana kwenyu kusarudza kwenyu.
Pananai nguva yokufunga nokusarudza zvamunoda. Hakuna RELATIONSHIP inofamba
zvakanaka kana yakavakwa pamusoro penhema nokuti musi unozikamwa nhema dziya
panoita nyaya dzakaanda. Kana usiri mhandara buda pachena usati wawanza
INVESTMENT pamunhu. Kana ati hazvina mhosva moenderera mberi. Kana ati
haachakudi, chirega aende. Zviri nani
uzive mafungire ake musati mamboita nguva mese.
Kana uchida kumirira kusvika maroorana kasira kuudza murume kuti ahwisise mafungire ako. Usafunga kuti kumuvhurira makumbo ndiko kuchaita asakuramba. Kazhinji ndiko kunoita akurambe. Vasikana vakamboiswa vanorambwa kupfuura vasina iri ngari yokuti unoonekwa sokuti uchavhurira vamwe varume.
Varume/Vakadzi
Humhandara hachisi chiganda chinobvaruka wapinzwa chombo.
Humhandara i Experience. Kungoziva kuti tisu chete tinoisana pauviri hwedu
muupenyu hwedu hwese chinhu chinofadza. Kumbova wakavata noumwe
mukomana/musikana zvoita sokuti EXPERIENCE yaunayo ine vamwe vanhu mukati
ndizvo zvinotenderedza fungwa dzevamwe vanhu zvikuru varume. Saka uchiona
varume vachida kuroora mhandara.
Kana madanana tererai
zvamuri kuudzana. Kasirai kubvunzana nyaya dzeHISTORY kuti musazoti kwapera
mwedzi muchidanana munhu otanga kuti hauna kundiudza chokwadi iye asina
kumbobvunza. Kana uchingoda munhu zvokuda kuvata naye pasina chimwe
chinorongwa, taura ipapo muite muchiziva kuti mahumbwe. Zvikuru imi varume nokuti ukasataura musikana
anokuitira mimba iwe wange usingamudi.
Mimba mazuvano dzese zvadzo ndedzokuita uchitoda kudziita.
Hakuna mimba inoitika ne MISTAKE mazuvano. Saka kutaurirana zviri pachena
kunoitisa musaita mimba yamusingadi. Iwewo murume chidzidza kupfeka kondhomu
kana uchingoona musikana wako semunhu wekungokwira chete chete.
UDZAI VAMWE!!!!!


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Muyerero weMagetsi
Muchidzidzo fundoyetsimba, muyerero wemagetsi (current) zvinoreva kuyerera kwechaji yemagetsi muhwendedzo inopereka magetsi.
Mumaseketi emagetsi, chaji iyi inositakurwa nemaerekitironi muwaya. Inogonawo kutakurwa nemaayoni mumugetsenurwa (electrolyte) kana kuti nezvose maerekitironi nemaayoni mupurasima.
Chiyero chemuyerero mumaSI chinoyera reti yekuyerera kwechaji paumwe hwechiyero chenguva chinonzi ambee (A) (muChirungu, ampere). Ambee imwe chete inoyera chaji yecoulomb imwe chete inoyerera munguva yesekondi imwe chete. muyerero rwemagetsi runopimwa nemuchina unonzi amita.
- Kutseneneka (ran in the form of a stream) zvichireva kuyerera serukova kusina mugumo asi kunoramba kuchiitika. Saka tinokwanisa kuturikira current kuti mutsenerero.
Mhando dzemuyerero[chinja | edit source]
Muyerero unonyanya kuwonekwa ruchifamba nenzira mbiri dzinoti: muyerero unodungidzira (alternating current) uye muyerero wakadondeka (direct current).
Muyerero wemagetsi wembungano kana Muyerero wemagetsi wakadudzirwa neguungano - conventional positive current


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Zviri muShoko raMwari
Zviri muShoko raMwari
Wana muBhaibheri mhinduro dzemibvunzo inokosha 20.
MUBVUNZO 1
Mwari Ndiani?
Zvitendero zvakawanda zvinodzidzisa kuti Mwari haanzwisisiki kana kuti isimbawo zvaro, asi Bhaibheri rinodzidzisa zvakasiyana neizvi.
MUBVUNZO 2
Ungadzidza Sei nezvaMwari??
Kungoverenga Bhaibheri chete kwakatokwana here?
MUBVUNZO 3
Ndiani Akanyora Bhaibheri?
Rinongovawo bhuku reuchenjeri hwevanhu here, kana kuti rinotopfuura ipapo?
MUBVUNZO 4
Bhaibheri Rakarurama Here Mune Zvesayenzi?
Kana Bhaibheri richibva kuna Mwari, rinofanira kunge rakarurama parinotaura nezvenyaya dzesayenzi.
MUBVUNZO 5
Bhaibheri Rinotaura Nezvei?
Pane mavhesi 10 anoita kuti tinzwisise dingindira raro.
MUBVUNZO 6
Bhaibheri Rakafanotaurei nezvaMesiya?
Harisi simba raJesu rakaita kuti uprofita hwakawanda huzadziswe paari.
MUBVUNZO 7
Bhaibheri Rakafanotaurei Nezvenguva Yatiri Kurarama?
Kuwedzera kuri kuita hondo, nzara, kusateerera mutemo, uye kuora kuri kuita tsika dzevanhu zvinorevei?
MUBVUNZO 8
Mwari Ndiye Ari Kukonzera Kutambura Kwevanhu Here?
Patinotambura anenge achitiedza here?
MUBVUNZO 9
Nei Vanhu Vachitambura?
Kana Mwari asiri iye anokonzera kutambura, ndiani ari kukonzera kana kuti chii chinokonzera?
MUBVUNZO 10
Bhaibheri Rinovimbisei Nezveramangwana?
Zvarinovimbisa zvinogona kukushamisa.
MUBVUNZO 11
Chii Chinoitika Kumunhu Paanofa?
Rufu izambuko rekuti munhu ave nehumwe upenyu here?
MUBVUNZO 12
Tingava Netariro Yei Nezvevakafa?
Kana munhu akafa zvatopera here?
MUBVUNZO 13
Bhaibheri Rinotii Panyaya Yebasa?
Vakawanda havanakidzwi nekushanda uye vanotarisira kuti nguva ichazosvika pavanenge vasisafaniri kushanda. Izvi ndizvo zvaidiwa naMwari here?
MUBVUNZO 14
Ungashandisa Sei Zvinhu Zvako?
Mazano emuBhaibheri ayo asingagumi kushanda anogona kukubatsira kuti ushandise zvinhu zvako pane kuti izvo zvikushandise.
MUBVUNZO 15
Ungawana Sei Mufaro?
Bhaibheri rinoratidza nzira yakamboedzwa ikaonekwa kuti inoshanda pakuita kuti tiwane mufaro uye tigutsikane.
MUBVUNZO 16
Ungakurira Sei Kuzvidya Mwoyo?
Kana kuzvidya mwoyo kukaita sekwava kukukurira, Bhaibheri rinogona kukubatsira.
MUBVUNZO 17
Bhaibheri Ringabatsira Sei Mhuri Yako?
Ona kuti mhuri yako ingava sei nerunyararo uye mufaro.
MUBVUNZO 18
Ungaswedera Sei Pedyo naMwari?
Unogona kuva neushamwari hwepedyo naMwari.
MUBVUNZO 19
Chii Chiri Mumabhuku eBhaibheri Akasiyana-siyana?
Ona zvakaita Bhaibheri.
MUBVUNZO 20
Ungaita Sei Kuti Unyatsobatsirwa Nekuverenga Bhaibheri?
Pasinei nokuti uri kuverenga papi muBhaibheri, kutsvaga mhinduro yemibvunzo mina kunogona kuita kuti ubatsirwe zvikuru.


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MUNAMATO WEGORE RETSITSI
Tenzi Jesu Kristo, makatidzidzisa kuva netsitsi saBaba vedu vokudenga, mukatiudzawo kuti uyo aona imi atoona Baba. Tiratidzeiwo uso hwenyu kuti tigoponeswa. Uso hwenyu hwuno rudo rwakasunungura Zakeo naMateu kubva muhuranda hwemari; makasunungura mukadzi wekubatwa achiita upombwe naMaria Magadharena kubva kutsvaga mufaro muzvinhu zvokufadza nyama; makaita kuti Pita acheme mushure mokukurambai, mukavimbisa denga kumbavha yakatendeuka.
Itai kuti tinzwe, mumwe nomumwe wedu, mazwi amakataura kumukadzi wechiSamaria: “Dai wanga uchiziva kuti Mwari arikuda kukupei!”
Ndimi uso hunoonekwa hwaBaba vasingaoneki, hwaMwari vanoratidza simba ravo pana zvose nokutiregerera nokutiratidza tsitsi: itaiwo kuti Sangano redu rive iro uso hwenyu hwunoonekwa munyika, rive Tenzi waro mupenyu anorumbidzwa.
Makada kuti vanokushandirai mumunda menyu vavewo vanhu vanoutera kuti vagone kunzwira tsitsi avo vasina ruzivo rwakakwana navari munzira isiri iyo: itai kuti vose vanoenda kwavari vanzwe kuti ndiko chaiko kwavanogamuchirwa, kwavanodiwa, nokuregererwa naMwari.
Tumaiwo Mweya wenyu atikomborere isu tose, kuti Gore reTsitsi rive gore renyasha dzinobva kuna Tenzi, kuti Sangano renyu, razadzwa neshungu nechido, riparidzire shoko rakanaka kuvarombo, rizivise nhapwa zvorusununguko rwadzo, nokuzivisa mapofu zvokusvinudzwa kwawo.
Izvi zvose tinokumbira nokuna Maria, Amai veTsitsi, imi munogara muchitonga pamwe naMwari Baba naMweya Mutsvene, kwemisi isingaperi.
AMEN


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Varumewo zvinoitika paanotanga kubudisa urumehuchienda mumukadzi. Zvinoda munhurume akutsanangurire kuti anohwa sei pazvinoitika, as kana une murume wako mukati, paanotanga kuzviiti unohwa muviri wake kuoma mutezo, kukoira kwake kochinja zvokuti anoda kupinza chombo chese obva awedzera kubatirira, okoira zvine ganyabvu mukati. Kana akakubatirira chiuno anobva ati ndii zvokuti chero wange uri pakati pechikapa unshayya kwekuenda wobva wapiwa urume hwese hwaanahwo. Unohwazve kuti kufema kwake kwaita sokuti abva kure achidzinganiswa neshumba kana imwe mhuka inotyisa.
Chinhu chinokwanisa kuvhundusa mese zvokuti kune vaya vanongoti cheroimbwa ikahukura vomhanya kun'anga, unotoona vofunga kuti vaisigwa mushonga. Haisi nyaya yomushonga. Inyaya yokunakigwa chete. Pano toda kumboiongorora tione kuti maitikire ayo ari papi uye zvinokwanisa kusvikepi.
Maitikire azvo:
Tese tinoziva kuti kana ukavhunduswa, nokwanisa kufenda. Zvinhu zvinovhundusa zvakawanda, kunoti kushaika kwehama, kuona chinhu chinotisa senyoka kana shumba kana Accident yebhazi, Kutendekegwa pfuti, kudzoka uchiwana imba yapaziwa. Pozotizve zvimwe zvinitika mukati memuviri zvinoti kunakigwa kwakapfuuridza, kugwadziwa, kuita zhara yakawandisa, kubatwa chibharo. Ndakambohwa nyaya yokuti umwe murume aigarorova vanhu muraini akasungwa ndokuenda kujeri. Mujeri akasvikobatwa nevarume vaviri ndokuchinjanwa akafenda akazomuka arhojewa nevakawanda. paakabuda mujeri aingoti ukamutuka ototanga kuchhema.
Saka kana paya wawana munhu anoziva maitire ezvinhu, unokwanisa kunaakigwa zvokusvika pakuffenda. Kwahi maitikire azvo ndekuti BLOOD PRESSURE inokwira. HEART RATE yokwirawo zvokuti paunoita CLIMAX, zvese zvinokasirisa kudzikira zvokuti BRAIN inosara isina OXYGEN yakakwana wobva wafenda. Pane zvinogarotonga mafambire ezvinhu zviviri izvi mumuviri. Kune vakawanda vanokwanisa kungonakigwa pasina kufenda asi kune vashoma vanofenda nokuda kwezvinhu izvi. Vanhu vakadai vanokwanisazve kufendaa kana zvimwe zvezvandataura izvo zvaitika. Zvinoitika kuvarume nokuvakadzi.
Chokuita kana umwe wako afenda.
Umwe wako akafenda, ukaziva kuti ange ari panguva ykunakigwa, iwe chimbomurega akadaro. Kana munhu akafenda parhoji seizvi, anokasira kumuka. Vashoma vanoita maminitsi maviri. Vakawanda havasviki miniti imwe chete. Usatya nazvo nkuti hazvina dambudziko. Zvinongoreva kuti munu ane hana nhete anokasira kufenda. (HEART and BP REGULATOR IIS TOO SENSITIVE) Usatya nazvo. Kana mava kuitazve usatya kunakira umwe wako kana kunakigwa naye.
Kana ukaona zvaita maminitsi maviri kanaa kupfuura, vanzarika umwe wako nomusana, wokasira kuona kuti ari kufema. Kana ukaona kuti kufema kwake hakuna simba, muvatisee nedivi wogonyesa mabvi sezvakaita mwana ari mudumbu. Wadaro, kana akarutsa kasira kuti aendeswe kuchipatara.
Zvinokwanisika kuti musi wekutanga kufenda saka pamwe iye anenge atovhundukawo nazvo. Ukataridza kutya iye anobva atowedzerawo kutya. Usasiya munhu afenda ari ega.
Zvokufunga.
Vanhu vashomanana vanogarofenda pakurhojana. Ingohwsisa ipapo chete.
Vakambozviita uye vanozviita kakawanda, imbofanotiudzawo tihwe. Musataura nhemma veduwee tinoda kudzidza
UDZAI VAMWE !!!!
Kufenda pakuiswa/kuisa
Kufa pakuiswa/sa, munhu anofa nokuti aiswa/sa


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Kusvirwa nevarume 3 same time KuParty – Ndakatunda NON STOP, Mboro yekuba inonaka Part 4. Kubva mupart 3 pandinosvirwa naKevy neshamwari yake ndanga ndakusabatika. Ndakatumira murume wangu message ndikamuudza kuti ndaive ADDICTED nemboro and ndine murume anga achindisvira on the side. Baba vakaita hasha dzekuti ndakasvika ndikawana vasiko kumba.
3 Days dzakapfuura pasina munhu phone asingapindure. The thing is ndaive hure hangu remboro asi murume wangu nemba yangu ndaizvida. Zuva rechi3 ndakasvika kumba ndichibva kubasa ndokusvika murume adzoka kumba asi anga akamenya serious muromo urimumhuno. I must say i didn’t blame him. Ndakasvika ndikabika and served food. Takadya takanyarara and pakati ndakati sorry kumurume wangu and to my surprise akati: “sorry yei kuti kuti wakasvirwa nevamwe varume here or because unokara MBORO?” Ndakabva ndanyara ndokushaya zvekutaura. Ndaida kuti tigadzirise nyaya iyi isati yasvika kuna mdara vangu sezvo vaive mukuru wekuChurch.
Murume akanditarisa neziso rizere ruvengo ndokuti: “taura nyaya yako tinzwe, yese kubva pazvakatangira”. Ndakadedera ndokutanga kutsanangura kubva pandakasangana naKevy kuRed Fox machats edu nekuzosvirwa kwandakaitwa mumota make. Ndakamuudza kusvirwa paparty yake paSame bed nekusvika pakuzosvirwa kwandakaitwa nemboro mbiri. Pakutsanangura kwangu ndaitonzwa beche rangu richitota nenyere ndotonzwa kuda kusvira ipapo. Murume wangu akaramba akanyara kusvika ndapedza kutsanangura.
Akasimuka ndokuenda kuBedroom chinyararire ndokurara kuSide kwake. Semunhu aive nenyere and aive addicted to mboro ndakazama kubata murume ndokubva aramba. Ndakasiya akadaro wee rese achiramba kundisvira. Ndakatsamwa chaizvo ndokumutumira messageyakasimba ndokuti “i told u my story kana usingade nezvangu ndiudze otherwise ndisvire coz ndozvandakavinga!”. Haana kupindura, musi i got home early and decided to seduce him. Ndakapfeka kanight dress kangu kadiki ndisina panty mukati. Beche ranga rakachena rakanunira seDohwe nenyere. Ndakarara paBed ndokumirira.
11PM murume hakuna, 12 still nothing and eventually i dosed off and went to sleep. Ndakamuka manheru ndanzwa munhu achikwira pabed, ndakada kusimuka ndikatadza, ndakanzwa maoko angu nemakumbo zvakasungwa. Ndakavhura maziso ndikaona varume 3 vanga vakapfeka mamask. Ndakafunga kuti kwaive kurota sezvo ndaive neFantasy yekusvirwa ne3 Varume same time. Ndakaziva kuti ndaisarota pandakanzwa mumwe achiti “imi kamukadzi kanokara mboro aka hona katota kare” panguva iyoyo ndakanzwa mumwe akusveta zamu mumwe achikisser beche rangu mumwe achikisser padumbu. Ndakatunda instantly ndokutanga kupengereka. Ndaive ndakasungwa saka i could not touch anyone or anything.
Mumwe akabva atanga kundisvira nguva iyoyo mumwe ndokuuya kuzoisa mboro mukanwa mangu ndakabva ndatanga kuidya neshungu. Facet yekuti i could not see their face made me crazy. Vakachinjana ndokutanga kusvirwa nemumwe apa ndichidya mboro zvakare. Havana kumira, 6 hours ndichisvirwa ndichitunda non stop. Ivo vaiti anenge atunda onwa mvura odzoka 5 minutes mboro yamira zvakare. I think varume 3 ava vakandisvira more than 20 times husiku kwese. Ndakanga ndave paconstant kutunda period, kutunda non stop ndichinakirwa nemboro. Panguva iyoyo mumwe murume anga asina kumbotaura akabva ataura ipapo ndakabva ndaziva kuti aive murume wangu. Akati “hanti unoda mboro nhasi ibva wadya ugute coz ukangosvirwa kunze chete we are finished” Varume ndakasvirwa musi uyu, saka ndakangopindura ndokuti OK.
Nguva yese iyi ndaifunga kuti shuwa Mboro Yekuba inonaka asi zvakare chisingapere chinoshura. Saka ndakabva ndaguma musi uyu kana WhatsApp ndakabvisa and we are trying to make it work naHubby wangu…. Ini ndakapika kuti handichahura or kusvirwa kunze.
Ndakabva ndati kunaHubby “sorry murume wangu, I will make it up to you”
Check out my next chapter of how i made it up to my Hubby…. Titled…… Murume wangu ndakamuSVIRISA Sister Wangu as a way to say SORRY…. coming soon…


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10 Mar 2016
Tsuro magen’a nenwena
Makare kare pasi pachakarohwa nenyundo, miti nemakomo zvichafamba nokumahanya, tsuro magen’a kedu kokungwarisa kaitonga madiro.
Rimwe zuva tsuro yakafunga kuyambuka rwizi kunoona musikana wayo aigara kumhiri kworwizi Kashambi. Ichisvika parwizi yakanona maiwe, rwizi rwakadira seri neseri. Ikati, “Zvino ndichaita zano ripi kuti ndiyambuke?” Ichipishikana kudaro irikumahombekombe yakaona garwe pazambuko. Ipapo yakati, “Kwaziwa Ngwena.” Zvabvunzana mufaro, tsuro ikati, “Musikamhuka akatida isu vanatsuro kupfuura zvipuka zvose, mukati imi vanangwena, muri vazhinji sesu here?” Ngwena ikati, “Isu tiri vazhinji kupfuuura imi vanatsuro kwazo.”
Garwe nokuda kutaridza kuti dzinza rake ndiro rakasarudzwa uye rakwanda, rakati kutsuro, “Enda unodana hama dzako kuti tione kana muri vazhinji.” Tsuro ikapindura ikati, “Hamuoni here kuti ini ndiri pano pamusha penyu? Saka imi munofanira kutanga kudana hama dzenyu kuti ndigokuverengai, ndiwone kana imi muri vazhinji kupfuura isu.”
Garwe rakakokorodza hama dzaro, dzikafamba dziva rose. Asi tsuro yakati, “Kana muchingofamba-famba handingagoni kukuverengai zvakanaka, itai mudungwe, ndigofamba pamusoro penyu ndichiverenga.” Zvino, ngwena dzakaita mudungwe pazambuko, tsuro ikafamba pamusoro padzo, ichiti, “Motsiro, dhendere, usagara, mumvura, piringisha, pamuro, pegarwe, …” kusvikira yava mhiri.
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Tiponesei Mambo- J Makaure
M· Tiponesei Mambo
V All Tiponesei tiponesei tava kuperaa Mambo tiponesei tava kupera
Madetembo:
1.Ini ndiri ruponeso rworudzi ndizvo zvinotaura Mambo. Tiponesi Mambo
2.Ngavachemere kwandiri munhamo dzose. Tiponesi Mambo
3. Ndinoda kuvanzwa nokuva Mwari wavo narini. Tiponesi Mambo
4. Terera mitemo yangu iwe rudzi rwangu. Tiponesi Mambo
5.Zarura nzeve dzako kumanzwi omuromo wangu . Tiponesi Mambo
6.Kana ndichidana kuna Mwari Mambo achandiponesa . Tiponesi Mambo
7.Kandira mutoro wako pamusoro paMambo iye achakusimbisa. Tiponesi Mambo


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Yesu Ndinokudai Yesu - J.L. Kaseke Chaleka
M· SIA Yesu ndinokudai Yesu Yesu ndinokudai wadiwa
V All Chido, chamakandiratidza zvamakandishanyira-a, Chido, chakanyanya, chido chenyu Yesu, nyangwe ndiri mutadzi
Madetembo:
1.Makandipa pfuma zhinji dzokusirnbisa kuti mugondisandisa Mwana wenyu wadiwa
2.Baba vangu ndinotenda ndinofara kwazvo Ndokusiyai ndoenda munogara mandiri
3.Kwose kwose muriko mweya haukanganwi Kwose kwose munenii kana ndichikudai
4.Ndipei bhenedhikisiyone kuneni nokuna vamwe Kuti tsika dzedu dzose dzikudze imi Mwari
Chorus:
All Chido, chakanyanya, chido chenyu Yesu, nyangwe ndiri mutadzi


text:
Chose Chamunokumbira- A. Mugabe
M Chose chamunokumbira
V SIA Chiri chose chamunokumbira muk:anamata muchachigamuchira chamunokumbira muchitendera muchachigamuchira
B --- Chamunokumbira kuna Mwari --- muchachigamuchira -- muk:anamata muchachigamuchira
Madetembo:
l .Ndiani angakwira mugomo raMambo ndiyani angamira panzvimbo yake tsvene
2.Uyo ane maoko akachena nomoyo wakanaka
3. Mwari ngaasimuk:e vavengi vake vaparadzwe
4. Jmbirai Mambo nziyo dzokurumbidza achazviratidza pamusoro pamakore
Chorus:
Vakarurama ngavafare ngavafare Mambo anovanzwa Vakarurama ngavafare kwazvo nokuti Mambo anovanzwa